Namjoon opened his eyes slightly but then shut it again, drifting back to sleep.
"Hey, I hope you can hear me, I wish you do." he squeezed Joon's hand again, "w-we lost H-Hobi" grabbing a couple of tissues from the side table, Jin wiped his eyes and his running nose.
"I still can't believe he is gone. All of this, it still doesn't feel real. Hobi is-" he paused, realizing that Hobi is not 'is' anymore, his eyes filled again, "Hobi w-was my only friend. We were friends first. Growing up, I was the one with the mood and he was this happy ray of light in our family, cheering up the surrounding with his aura.
"I just can't imagine waking up tomorrow and not seeing him, singing morning songs in his horrible voice to wake us up, and me cursing him for ruining my morning mood while Jungkook laughing and enjoying our bickering with a bowl of cereals." He then paused thinking about his younger one, " J-Jungkook, how am I gonna look after him alone? Hobi and I were his two strong pillars on whom he relied on. We were a team, one team but now it's just me." Jin choked suddenly and felt his hand being squeezed a little.
He looked at Namjoon, eyes closed but his pillow had wet patches with all the tears which were still sliding down from his eyes.
Jin wiped them away, kissing his forehead and caressing it afterward.
"Chanyeol," he cleared his throat, "H-He passed away too on the way to the hospital" He paused again.
"I know, he was your best friend. I envied him so much, but now, I feel like a fool." he has nothing else to say about him anymore.
"And, Suga. The doctor said that he'll be fine, just needs long bed rest." Jin suddenly felt Namjoon shifting a little bit in his place. Slowly, the younger opened his eyes and Jin's breathe hitched for a second.
Namjoon's eyes were red due to crying, Jin stood up immediately and hugged him. "You are awake."
he backed off a little to see Joon's face again. "Do you recog-"
"Jin," And the elder released a sigh of relief. He bent down towards Namjoon and kissed him. "don't worry, you'll be fine."
"Jin. I-I am sorry about Hobi-"
Jin interrupted him, "Namjoon." and the younger fell silent.
"I'll call others, they wanna see you too." Jin was about to leave when Namjoon called him.
"I want a minute with you first."
*******
After a few minutes, Taehyung and Jimin came back to the room with Jungkook still missing.
Seeing Namjoon awake their face brighten up a little. Knowing that they are still at loss was constantly hindering their mind's peace.
"Hey, how do you feel?" Tae asked with sadness in his voice.
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The Alliance of Misfits | Namjin FF
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