Suddenly

Chapter 33

SUKHI's POV
I was at Ahaan's house helping him with the cleaning "Ahaan?" I called him since he was no where to be seen "Ahaan?" I called him again. I slowly walked to his room when suddenly someone pushed me to the wall and I let out a small scream. "Ahaan! Are you out of your mind?! I almost had an heart attack" I screamed and I heard him laughing "Why are you laughing? Let me go" I said with a pout "No! First I need a kiss" he said making me surprised "Are you drunk?!" I asked him looking away because of my red face "Is mrs.Panday blushing?" he teased me "Hey! W-who is blushing?" I asked him not daring to look up "Let's see who is blushing" he said and slowly came closer to my face making me blush even more while my heart beating fast "What if I kiss you?" he asked and I just closed my eyes.

"Ahaan where are the flow-Oh I am so sorry" Aryan and Neelam suddenly came in, I quickly pushed Ahaan away from me "I-It's not what y-you t-think it's...just forget it" I said and run out of the room embarrassed.

I went in the kitchen to drink some water, I started to smile like a crazy "Mrs.Panday" I repeated chuckling and just shook my thoughts away.

I grabbed the bottle from the counter. Suddenly, my phone started ringing. I picked up not looking at the contact but little did I know that it was Ahaan's phone.

"He-" I was about to speak when a man's voice interrupted me not making me talk "Ahaan? What are you?!" the voice spoke and I was about to call Ahaan when the person talked about me "Are you really going to marry that middle class girl without even asking your parents?! I am your father for god sake" he yelled and I startled "Stop ignoring my call and answer me! Choose. That girl or your family?" his father asked and a tear rolled down my cheeks. I hung up the phone.

I decided to go back home.
How stupid I can be?
So stupid that I couldn't see Ahaans's sacrifice, I know he loves me but I also know that he loves his family too, he came all by himself to London to fulfil them but look what did he got? A stupid pregnant girl.

Shame on you, Sukhi!
I arrived at home and went to my room, I closed the door and lied myself on my soft blue bed and stood there looking at the white ceiling.
I can't let him do this because of me, he can't just let his parents go like this. I said to myself.
If I talk to him he won't listen to me sometimes he can be really stubborn, I need to do something.
I would go away from his and Neelam's life taking all the worries away.
I did all the arrangements from the train tickets to the suitcase where I put all my clothes and all the beautiful memories spent here with the person I love.
Afterwards, I decided to go back at Ahaan's house just to make new gold memories, my last one with all my friends and most precisely for him.
I know that I will make them suffer but all of these I am doing for their sake and for their future.

Before ringing at Ahaan's house I took a deep breath ready to hide all my sadness which was controlling my soul and destroying me inside but for one day, just one day I wanted to forget everything and just to let this last day be the most beautiful.

Someone opened the door quicky and within a moment my face was facing a worried Ahaan, when he saw me he immediately hugged me just like a baby who found his his toy after he was lost it. 

"Where were you? I got so worried, I looked for you all around the house. I thought I lost you" he said with his deep voice still hugging me, his words stabbed my heart and tears started to form in my eyes.

I quickly wiped them and hugged him back "I am here, I am sorry for making you worry" I said and he broke the hug and looked at him as he was trying to look at my soul and when I smiled at him he kissed my forehead "Don't ever leave me alone, okay?" He asked waiting for my answer I didn't know how to answer that question I couldn't tell him that I was leaving him the next day, he wouldn't let me do that but I needed to find something to tell him.
"Sukhi?" Neelam's voice made us turn around and I mentally thanked her for coming "Are you ok? Where were you? Ahaan was going mad" she said coming closer to me "My god, Don't worry I am ok I just went home to take my..ehm... Phone charger" I said quickly "So where is it?" She asked me with a frown waiting for my answer.
'Sh*t, great Sukhi nice Excuse' I mentally scolded myself.

"I didn't find it" I said forcing a smile "Of course, your charger is in the living room" Aryan said casually standing behind Neelam "Oh..I searched for nothing" I said "Idiot as always" Ahaan said and I hit his arm playfully making all of us laugh.
For a moment I forget that I won't be seeing their smile after tonight, I wish everything was perfect but it was not.

After dinner cooked by Aryan and Neelam we decided to watch a movie. I was thinking about something when I remembered that we didn't have so many photos together so I decided to take my phone and click our last one.
"Guys, selfie time" I shouted and all of them came on the selfie pose, me and Neelam were in the front making our "V" pose, Aryan was giving a tiny smile behind Neelam while Ahaan was making horns to me.
After the selfie we sat on the sofa, Neelam and Aryan were sitting on the red sofa while me and Ahaan were laying next to each other on the black one.
While we were watching the movie I fell asleep in Ahaan's arm.

I woke up early feeling small blows on my neck, I slowly opened my eyes just to find Ahaan's face next to mine. He was sleeping peacefully just like an angel while his arm was on my waist tightly as if he was afraid to lose me.
I caressed his soft hair slightly while looking at him "I love you" I whispered and I could feel his hand caressing my waist "I love you too"he said half sleepy and these small word made my heart ache that I just wanted to stay there between his arms.
It hurts like hell to leave him but all of this was for him.

Maybe I am doing a mistake but after all I am a human and we are not perfect, we always do mistakes and regret afterwards, that's how we are made.

"I hope you understand me, remember always that I love you Ahaan, more than anyone" I said and gave him a peck on his forehead.

Before going, I looked at Neelam and Aryan sleeping too, her head was on Aryan's shoulder meanwhile his head was on hers.
"Stay like this forever" I smiled before covering them with a blanket.
Finally wiping my tears I left.

I am sorry for leaving
But this is our destiny.
For the sake of everyone.

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