Suddenly

Chapter 17

SUKHI'S POV

Ahaan made me face him "The day I met you, I found you unique and different from all the girls. I was curious about you, the night you were drunk I wanted to take care of you and look for you while you were sleeping. I felt like there was something attracting me towards you. I didn't know then what type of feeling was, I've never felt this way. My mind thinks about you, my heart whenever you are close to me starts to shake and my eyes only looks for you. I hate when a boy looks at you or touches you, I know your not mine but I can't help. I just want to be with you. I love you so much" he said while looking me in the eyes.

I didn't knew what to answer him but I knew he was telling me the truth. He took care of him while I was drunk all the night not caring about his sleep, he stayed on the cold floor just for me. He showed me his affection by doing small things but big for me since no one ever dared to do things like this with me. Now I knew the answer of why my heart beat fast and the butterflies in my stomach. I knew it. Because I loved him. I do.

"I know you look me as a playboy-" before he could finish I immediately I closed my eyes and kissed him. Firstly he was surprised by my step but then he didn't stop but kissed back. My heart was going crazy but this time I loved this feeling. We pulled away breathing heavily and pressed our foreheads together "I love you too" I said while smiling.

Suddenly, I hit his forehead "Ouch, Idiot. What are you doing?" Ahaan asked me while caressing his forehead and I laughed "That was cheesy" I said and he laughed along. He held my hand as if he was making sure that I was it was the reality and not a dream "I love you" he said "I love you too" I replied.

"Let's not do things in front of Neelam, because it will be hard for her because she will think about Aryan" he said and I nodded smiling "You are right".

In fact, a few minutes
later Neelam came "Sorry for being late. Did something happen?" She asked us and we shook our head smiling.

NEELAM's POV
RED, WHITE, BLUE...
When the fireworks dies they create dozens of other beauties, just like my relationship with Aryan, It made me feel beautiful and loved but afterwards Everything turned to be dark, just like my everything was gone.

Maybe It was my fault, maybe I didn't understand how a relationship works? But it doesn't mean to be yourself?

I wanted to feel the warmth of his embrace again, his eyes looking at me again and that smile, who made my day better.

I should move on.

I should leave him.

I should forget him.

But in the end.

I shouldn't lie.

I wonder, what would have happened to me if Sukhi and Ahaan weren't here.

I think I would be dead because of the pain or maybe stayed there lifeless... What I could do?
One time he was the reason of my smile and now I lose it.

Suddenly I turned my face around and watched Ahaan looking at Sukhi with passion, which made me giggle and made me thinking about the same way I used to look at Ahaan, I could watch him even for hours and hours only to see him in front of me.

Sukhi and Ahaan.

Those two love birds were my best medicine ever, they wasted their time for a normal girl like me.

"Thank you" I said while turning to Sukhi and Ahaan again, "Shh, You don't need to say anything just enjoy the fireworks" she said looking at the fireworks "Guys really, thank you for your time and patience" I said again "Sukhi, tell her to stop it !" Ahaan said "Neelam, friendship is the only relationship where you don't need to say thank you or sorry, understood? I know what you are thinking that you are useless or something. Well, if someone is ready to give their time, their love and their everything to a person, that person really means to them. For me and Ahaan you are like a family and you are our bestie so this is just a little"She said while holding my hand, I smiled and some tears started to create in my eyes .

Really If these two weren't there I won't know how to deal with all of this, they are ready to give everything to me, this what we call Friendship.

"Neelam, come back from your thoughts" Ahaan called me while moving his hand in front of my eyes "Ahaan, I am really touched and this means a lot to me, from Sukhi, I was expecting all her support that she gave me,
and even her poor shoulders, where I don't know for how many hours I cried like a baby.
I didn't thought that my partner in crime can also be so mature and understanding, Sukhi I think you're decision of saying 'yes' is bang on!" I said while looking at her "Awww, now you are making me sound like a good boy, just remember how serious life gets, I will be there to make you girls smile" he said and I smiled "WAIT, what's going on? How do you know that I said 'yes' to him?" She asked me with a shock face "Sukhi, I know everything"and I wink to her.

"I've been noticing you guys, luckily you said "yes" otherwise I would have forced you to be with him, you guys look so cute together" I said and I could see Sukhi trying to control her blushing.

"YESSSSSS, finally now I can hug and kiss my girl in front of you" Ahaan said in excitement while taking Sukhi's hand in a dramatic way "Ahaan behave! Or else I can take back my words" Sukhi said and I could see Ahaan trying to be innocent and taking his position again.

"Guys, never let this innocent of love fade away" I said to them and hug them tightly.

After so long I am felling so free and happy, 'I think that's enough now! I am not the first one ever to break up, life is to short and I have to do lots of things and for that I would need money so that means back to work girl!' I said to myself.

"BUT THE SADDEST PART WAS REALISING WE COULD HAVE MADE IT WORK..."

ARYAN's POV

Days, nights, weeks and months passed... and the only thing that hunted me in the nights is How and when did we reach to the point that I can only see her in my dreams?

I want back her so bad.

I Miss her a lot more then I thought.

Things kept happening, I am back in India, still hoping that the distance could help me to don't think about her, but I always find myself stuck in "our" relationship.

You know, I understood what my dad said to me "One of the hardest thing you will ever have to do, is the grieve the loss of the person who is still alive".

I know we just started to date and all, but losing someone even a friend it's not easy , I don't know why is so hard for me, it's not the first time that I am breaking up with a girl,but this time, but I could feel, that she must be crying and taking all the blame on herself, this was her first ever relationship, this was the first time she trusted a guy, and me? what did I do I break that trust and all the promises? I have had sleepless nights thinking will she be able to trust anyone again?

There been moments that I couldn't resist I wanted so bad to call her ask her how is she ?
But I never had the courage to do that, I would ask Ahaan if he knew how she was, he always replied me with "Hey,don't worry she is fine" I knew exactly what he meant she wasn't!
She doesn't say much but I am sure that her thoughts were screaming and asking for help!
And I wasn't there but I RUN TO LET HER GO .

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