parallel ; {p.jaehyung}

fourteen ;

@flymetojae:

burning passion is burning my heart. it's so good, i swear i cried. jae did so well on writing the song. i'm jealous;;

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You're jealous of me? That's a first.

well, duh. you're famous. and good-looking.

So I'm good-looking?

you don't even have to ask, jaehyung.

we left the conversation at a tense place last time. are you okay?
we left the conversation at a tense place last time. ar|

I know how we left the conversation last time wasn't the best.
So, I guess I'm asking, are you okay?

...yeah. i'm fine.
how are you?

I wish I could explain why I was like that, but I really can't.
And I'm sorry you had to see this. Most fangirls don't see this side and think I love them.

i know.

I'm not going to even ask how you know.
So, did you like the comeback?

definitely. it made me feel things, you know?

Oh? I'm kinda proud to have made you cry. Is that weird?

just a little.
anyway,, you want to try to explain why you got so hostile last time?

No.

are you sure?

Yes.
Now stop asking!

i'm sorry. i'll stop.
seen

it's just that it seems serious and knowing you, you haven't said anything to anyone.
i just thought,, maybe you'd like to talk about it.

See? This is why I don't people like you. You "love" me so much and you think you know me.
But you don't. You don't know me. No one does and no one can.

are we seriously doing this again?? after i thought we were okay.
i've already said this before, but i really do care about you, jae. i just don't understand why you hate us fangirls.

I don't hate you fangirls.
I just hate you.
I hate how you try to get to me. I hate how you're so creepy, saying weird things as if you knew me in real life.

...you hate me?
i wish i could say the same.
but the truth is, i care about someone who hates me.
bye, park jaehyung.
oh, and don't ever dm me again.

that wasn't okay.

i cradled my head in my hands as i snuggled deeper into my comforters. i stared blankly at the wall ahead of me as i went over the conversation with jae once again. he was always confusing me, being three different people at the same time. then again, i was the same to him.

maybe it was the fact that i still admired him as an idol, but i had no clue as to why i was so broken about this.

a ping from my phone snapped me out of my depressing daze, but i didn't move to get it. not until another ping forced me to finally move.

i grabbed my phone off the nightstand.

Hey.
You awake? I can't sleep.

i hate how quickly a smile appeared on my tired face. dammit jae, i was supposed to be mad at you.

yup, can't sleep either.

Wanna talk?

always.

So why can't you sleep?

eh, troubles with a friend.

Really? Same.

did he consider me as a friend? me, as in the total fangirl me?

I care about her but I just can't show it, you could say.
What's your trouble, if you mind me asking.

i care too much, it hurt both me and him.

Sorry about that.

it's not your fault, don't say sorry.

although i couldn't tell him it really was his fault.

Still. He sounds important to you.
Though, I'm not close to her, she's still someone I care about.

i didn't respond for five minutes. i didn't know what to say.

Did you fall asleep? It's late. Goodnight Y/N. Sweetest dreams.

shutting my phone off and placing it on my nightstand, i clicked off the lights and turned on my side.

still, i couldn't sleep.

my mind kept on drifting towards jae. towards the man in the room next to mine. i was so confused.

of course i was confused. there's three sides to him, and three sides to me. when did my life get so messed up?

"riah?"

the door creaked open. light flooded in and i twisted my head to meet the person standing in the doorway.

"wanna escape?"

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lol okay not a lot of changes. but yeah.

now who do you think it is? lol imagine it's chan. or maybe even felix. or emi. who knows ;)

anyway, i'm gonna get some ice cream. have an amazing night / day babes !

byebye~