Dear Diary A Demi Lovato Story

Chapter 13 why madison

*Madison's pov*

I nodded at Demi and held Isabella and looked at her and rubbed her little fingers "hi cutie I'm your aunt Madison "I felt Isabella grip my finger and I smiled and looked at Demi" Dems can I talk to you about something ? "

*Demi's pov*

Sure what's up sweetie * I looked Madison dead in the eye I saw hurt and pain in her eyes " Maddison what going on tell me right now " I yelled a little old and closed the door and sat next to maddie

*Madison's pov*

I teared up and carefully put Isabella down on the bed and played with a string on my hoodie and looked at Demi " promise me you won't tell mom or Dad and also promise you won't get mad " I asked and I saw her nod I took a deep breath and pulled up both my selves revealing my arms that were full of cuts there was no more room for cuts there faded cuts and new cuts they were all deep I kept my down and let my tears fall down my cheeks

*Demi's pov*

I gasped and saw the cuts on her arms as legs and hugged her tightly " mads why didn't you tell me about this sweetie I have to tell mom and dad about this

*Madison's pov*

I got scared and yelled"NO DONT PLEASE " I sobbed in to my pillow" don't tell them please Demi

*Demi's pov*

I sighed"I have to sweetie I don't want you going down the path I went, show me were your blades are I want you to flush them " I took Madison to the bathroom and watched her took 4 boxes full of razors I covered my mouth "Madison Lee De La Garza why why why I want u to flush them now " i watched her flush them I rubbed her back " you more important than a metal blade your my baby sister and im gonna help you through this ok " I took her hand and sat on the bed and rubbed her cheek " You know I love you right ?

* Madison's pov*

I flushed my razors crying " the razors were my life mom or dad didn't care about me it's always about You and Dallas Demetria nobody asks how I am they always ask how you are " I got up and ran off sobbing

* Demi's pov*

I ran after Madison and grabbed her arm and held her to me and let her cry in to me I picked her up and felt how light she was and I knew right then and there she was going down the path I weeny and I'm gonna stop it " HEY MOM CAN YOU COME HERE PLEASE" I walked to my moms room and sat on the bed with maddie "

* Diannas pov*

I walked to my room and saw a crying maddie and a upset Demi and walked I and closed the door " Demi whats going on " I sat down on the bed

*Demi's pov*

Maddie can you tell mama what's going on sweetie and mom don't get mad ok " I rubbed Madison back and played with her hair "

*Maddison's pov*

I nodded and cried and looked at my mom and sat up a little and sniffles and pulled my hoodie sleeves up and my pants legs up revealing millions of cuts I heard my mom gasp in fear and hurt I hide my face in Demi's chest

*Diannas pov*

I gasped in fear and cried "Madison why did you do this to your self "I rubbed her cheek "

*Madison's pov*

I cried" because you and dad and everybody else ask how Demi and Dallas are and you don't bother asking me if I'm ok but no it's always about them 24/7 I haven't been eating because I get bullied and get called a fat whore and a bitch " I yelled at my mom and sobbed in to Demi

*Authors pov*

I hope you like the update , if you Gus want you can send me suggestions and stuff

-Jess