LOVED YOU FIRST // N.H.

Chapter 15

Brooke's POV

Next morning we woke up, got changed into comfy clothes and made our way towards the airport. Our taxi dropped us off in front of the airport, making us even more pumped for our trip and concert than we already were. Only three days were left until my birthday and Las Vegas was the perfect place for me to celebrate it. It was 8 am, and our flight was leaving at 9:30 am so we still had an hour and a half spare. Since we didn't have time for breakfast we bought ourselves some bagels and coffee. We sat down, still sleepy from not having enough sleep. I closed my eyes for a few seconds before I heard some screams, making me shot my eyes open. That's when I saw poor Harry trying to get to his car. Taking my phone out of my pocket, texting him, wishing him good luck on his way to his car. Some fans would probably recognize me as well if I wasn't wearing sunglasses and looking like a hobo. I nudged Jenna's shoulder showing her where Harry's still struggling to get past his fans. I believe I saw on twitter that he was guest on Nick's show today so that's probably the reason he's in London and not in LA. Jenna was laughing her ass off at the fans trying so hard to get to their idol. The rest of our spare time went by quickly, and it was finally time for us to get aboard. A few minutes later we were on our seats, Jenna was sitting next to the window while I sat in the middle. A middle-aged woman was sitting next to me. Jenna fell asleep during the flight, leaving me to watch some videos on my phone or having a small talk to this middle-aged woman. I learned that her name was Margaret and that she was travelling to surprise her husband on his business trip, cause she was missing him. Time passed by quickly, and soon we were in Vegas. Everybody knows that reference ' What happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas ' we'll see if anything worth keeping a secret will happen. After we went through security, we called a cab to drive us to our hotel. 

We were finally in our hotel room, getting ready to go explore Las Vegas. Jenna grabbed my hand and we were on our way to the Chinese Restaurant because we were craving some Chinese. Deciding it's better if we walk since it wasn't that far from our hotel, it took us about half an hour of walking before we arrived at our destination. Jenna and I walked inside of the restaurant, telling them we had a reservation. The lady who was in charge of welcoming people walked us over to our table. We thanked her, sitting down. 

'' Damn this is some fancy shit. '' Jenna commented when the lady left us alone, a chuckle escaping my lips. '' Ah only the best for my bestie. Damn, I'm funny '' I laughed quietly, not wanting to receive any attention that isn't necessary. Jenna rolled her eyes at me before letting out a small giggle. We looked at the menu, before ordering our meals. I ordered Sweet and Sour Chicken while Jenna ordered Kung Pao Chicken, also asking for a bottle of wine. '' Damn Brooke this is starting to look like we're having a date. Love that for us. '' She winked making me shake my head at her. '' I think you don't need any alcohol Jen, you're already crazy without it. '' she scoffed not approving my comment. We chatted for a while until our food came,  along with a bottle of wine.  

Two hours have passed since we finished eating, going onto a walk wanting to explore Vegas. It was about 7 pm when we passed by Golden Nugget casino and Jenna didn't think even for a second before she pulled me inside. Since I knew she would spend every penny we had with us if she would gamble, I took her wallet telling her that she can only sit at the bar and watch those people gamble. She pouted for a second before saying that it's fine as long as she can drink. So that's what we did. Sat down at the bar, drinking and giggling about all the things. Jenna drank because she thought it was the only fun thing left to do. And me? I drank because of Niall, because of Alex, because soon I'll be divorced, turning into one of those people whose main focus is on their job. Jenna went to stand by the table for poker while I kept drowning myself in pity and alcohol. Oh, how much fun will I have in the morning, with a huge headache that's waiting for me in the morning. 

Third person's POV

While Jenna and Brooke are having their girls trip in Vegas, shall we visit what the boys are doing? Niall was preparing finishing touches on his second album, ready to release it in November. He was also planning his second tour, trying to plan to visit as many places as possible, it's what his fans deserve. His management had him all over the place. One day he was in Ireland, the next day he was flying to L.A. etc. He was slowly falling apart and no one was there to notice it until it was too late. It's when two days before Brooke's birthday he started having panic attacks. At first, he didn't tell anyone about them because he didn't want them to worry. He thought they'll pass. He was wrong. They only became worse as each day passed. It came to the point where his anxiety started acting up again, mixing with his panic attacks. So what did he do? He called the second person that came across his mind, knowing that if he calls the first person, she wouldn't answer. Or would she? A few rings, Harry answered. '' Oi oi Irish boy, what's up? '' Niall took a deep breath '' Har, I need you to come. I'm having panic attacks and now my anxiety is also kicking in...'' Niall started freaking out. Harry didn't hesitate for a second before telling his friend he'll be there in a few. About five minutes have passed when Harry walked into Niall's apartment, finding his friend on the floor in fetal position. Harry sighed before crunching down in front of his friend, telling him to think positive thoughts. Niall's mind immediately drifted to his favourite memories of his favourite petite blonde girl. The way she would laugh at his jokes, or the way her eyes would become like a pool of honey whenever sun would light up her face. Soon he was no longer having an attack. Harry was relieved that he was okay now. '' She's still your happy place, huh? '' he didn't even need to name her, they both knew who was he talking about. '' Yeah, can't help myself but think of her every day. '' Niall sighed, running his fingers through his hair. 

Now we know how's one of our boys. Should we check out the other boy? Let's see.

Alex was at home, resting from the work. He was thinking about his wife and how she left to avoid their problems. He didn't know what happened to them. They were fine until one day they just started arguing. At first, they thought it was a perfectly normal thing because every couple argues. But when they started to happen every day, he just couldn't think of the reason behind it. He falls asleep alone in their room, wishing she was with him. He thought maybe it was because she still loved Niall. Quickly, he shook off that thought, knowing that they haven't spoken since the wedding. But still, he couldn't help himself but blame Niall at least a little. Alex wanted to call her, text her just to see if she's okay, but something in his mind didn't let him do it. The next morning he decided to leave her alone. Alex packed most of his stuff, writing a little note to Brooke before he left. She deserved the best after all...

Brooke's POV

The next morning was a huge disaster. I woke up, feeling sick as hell. After a few sessions of throwing up, I took a pill to cure my huge headache and this sickness I'm feeling because of that stupid alcohol.  Jenna was still asleep, so I changed and ordered myself some food. It was when I realised that tomorrow is my birthday.  I'll be turning 24, and I was not ready. I was in the middle of my eating when Jenna woke up. '' It's my birthday tomorrow. '' I murmured as Jenna sat down next to me. '' Yeah, I know babe. It's gonna be your first birthday without Niall in like what four years? '' I nodded my head. '' Yeah and also without Alex. God Jenna why am I doing this to myself? '' She just smiled sadly at me, before turning on the tv. And it's like faith wanted for me to miserable even more because the tv showed Niall and Hailee Steinfeld rumouring that they're dating. Jenna wasn't quick enough to turn off the tv. She got up and pulled me with her. '' I think you need some spa treatment today. What do you say? '' I shrugged my shoulders '' Whatever you want. '' she nodded before going to change into some clothes. A few minutes later we found ourselves in the spa. First thing on the list was massage. That shit was magical because I felt more relaxed after it. Second thing on the list was a mud bath. And that's how the rest of our day passed. It was a relaxing day and at the end we changed into our PJs, watching some shows and just trying not to think of what will happen next.