I just really wanna thank everyone for their love and support towards this book and me. I know I barely update anymore guys but I'm genuinely so grateful 💗💗.
I'm currently rewriting this book.
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Namjoon awoke to the soft feeling of you running your hands through his messy locks, the sound of your low humming eased him down, like ice on a burn.
Everything about you was so soothing to him.
The male slowly opened his tired eyes expecting light to blind him but instead his gaze was brought upon your smiling face.
Just seeing your face made his lips curl up into a smile...you were just so beautiful.
He slowly brought his hands to your cheeks.
He let out a blissful sigh, his eyes taking in every detail of your face, your hair, body.
His heart would skip a beat at the sight of your smile even now...probably forever actually,despite all your flaws, in his mind, his world, his eyes, you were the most illecebrous person he had and has ever met...not even Aphrodite, the Greek goddess of beauty could compete with you.
"Morning beautiful", he hushed out to you, his fingers dancing through your soft hair, untangling some of the unwanted nots, his eyes glancing deeply into yours. "Morning dear", you whispered back, your voice ever so soft. The world around the two of you felt frozen in time, the only thing that was living and breathing was your love that warmed up even the coldest of hours.
It was just him and you...everything else wasn't relevant.
Somewhere in the distance, a bird sang its first song of the day, its wings spread wide and the creature flew away into the morning sky. You leaned forward, both hands cupping his dimpled cheeks, soft lips pressed against each other, oh how you wished this moment would last forever, just you in his arms. The kiss might've been soft, but the love it represented was clearer than ever. Namjoon let out a husky, low chuckle, his eye travelled behind you, "good morning to you too Coco", you got off your partner to turn and look a behind you at the cute little dog who was patiently sat down, tongue out, tail up in the air. "I think out little baby's hungry", you smiled Coco who barked back as if she was replaying back a 'yes' at your statement. Namjoon yawned as he got up, "ahh I need to freshen up, I'll join the two of you in the kitchen", before he left to go to the bathroom, he leaned down and give your cheek a small peck and Coco a scratch behind her ears. "Come Coco, lets go and start cooking a nice breakfast", in an instant, the Pomeranian got up on all four and began following you to the kitchen.
Throughout the process of cooking, your mind was only focused on one thing.
'The decision you had made'
The fact that the bacon was burning, the overfilling of Coco's bowl, the sound of kettle boiling and he beeping of the alarm of the fridge that you had left ajar, non of that was noticed. Your eyes were peering outside the kitchen window, noticing a happy couple...and their kid, a family. They all looked so joyful...so...beautiful.
"Y/N!"
You quickly snapped back to reality, the bacon was completely burnt and the boiling hot water from the kettle was spitting out of the tip, soaking the marble counter. Namjoon quickly rushed in and turned off the stove so the fire alarm couldn't start blaring out so early in the morning, he then shut the beeping fridge and clicked off the kettle. "Oh", you let out "s-sorry, I was paying attention, I-I'm so sorry, I don't know what got over me, I was doing one thing and then another and I just kind of lost control...wow I uhh...im s-" Namjoon was quick to hush you and sit you down, his strong arms once again wrapped around your body, "hey, shhh it's ok, it's ok, your fine, it's fine", the two of you stayed in that position for a while, him humming sweet words in your eyes, rocking you back and forward so you'd calm down.
You let out a sigh "our food...", Namjoon smiled, "some toast and coffee sound good to me", you nodded, "you know what, me too".
As the two of you sat down on the dining table, fresh coffee and toast, Coco was happily chowing down on her food. It was silent, too silent, so silent that your apatite had completely disappeared into thin air and by the looks of your partners plate, it was the same for him as well.
There was only one thing in mid for both of you...the foetus.
You took in a deep breath before letting it all out, "Namjoon...I've decided...".
