BTS Angst

Taehyung

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"Y/n!!, where is my breakfast?!", mom yelling at me because she's late for work and I'm late for my school. She keep ordering me to do the housework even though I know that I'm gonna be late for school.

"Wait", I shouted from the kitchen while handing her a sandwich and a cup of tea. She was eating while standing on her feet. She didn't take a seat and eat peacefully.

"Mom please have a seat at least", I convince her but only to get a harsh answer in return. "Shut up! I'm late and it's because of you", I'm also late mom, I don't know what to do because this week I got 3 detention in total just because I'm late for my class.

"Yucks!! What the fuck is this?", I was looking at her with weird expression. "Is your tea always this sweet or is it just today?", she put the tea on the table and walk up to me.

"Are you trying to kill me?", I shook my head. "N-no, I'm sorry mom. Next time, I'll make sure to make it with your taste", I said. I already lose dad, I don't want to lose you also.

"Tch...pathetic", my eyes began to glassy at her words. Everyday there will be a scene which mom mocking me and saying that it's my fault that my dad died.

"Mom...I love you", she stop her track before leaving the house. "But I hate you. I hate that I give birth to a useless daughter like you", she spat those hurtful words. It's like this world seems to be upside down. Why it is always my fault?

SCHOOL  *break time

"Y/n!", I heard my name was being shout as I walked in the hallway. I look through the figure who called me and a smile plastered on my face as soon I saw him. My crush also my bestfriend, Kim Taehyung. Namjoon and Taehyung were my bestfriends who were always there for me.

"Ohh Taehyung-ah", I replied. "Did you got detention again for being late?", he asked. "Luckily no, I got here just in time hehe"

"Taehyung, I think I need to go. Namjoon have been waiting for me at the library, I don't want him to wait for long. Do you want to join us?"

"Sorry about that, I don't think I can't join you guys because-", he was cut off by some clingy girl which is his girlfriend, Anna. "Oppa~~"

"I understand", after saying that I walked away from him not even taking a glance even though he called my name many times.

As soon as I entered the school library I saw Namjoon and he's waving his right hand at me, "here". I sat across him in a big table.

"Taehyung didn't come?", I shook my head. "But he promise me, aish that kid", Namjoon complained. "He must be seeing that girl again, he don't know what Anna did behind him", I look at him without saying anything.

"I don't want to talk about it", I blurted out in annoyance. "Do you still have feelings for him?", Namjoon's eyes turn soft as soon as he knows what the answer is. "Even after he rejected you and says that you and him can just be a friend not more than that?", I shrugged my shoulder.

"Y/n..", he look at me with pitiful eyes. "It's okay, seeing him happy can make me more happy. I'm glad that after I confess to him last month, we're not that awkward with each other. A friend, at least.

"Can we start revising?", I sighed and he smiled revealing his cute dimples.

AFTER SCHOOL

"Y/n, why are you late?", Namjoon who's waiting for me at the school gate said. "I need to take care of something hehe", I give him my biggest fake smile.

"Are you sick?", he checked my body temperature. "You're burning right now, you have a fever. Are you sure you want to walk home or we can just take a cab?", he suggested and I shook my head.