BTS Angst

Jimin

Your Pov

I had to let you go,
You deserve someone better...

"Jimin....", I wait for him to look at me.

"Yes babe?", he show his heartwarming eye smile.

"I want to break up", I bravely said.

He look at me with 'are you serious' look.

"Hahaha so funny...you can't fool me babe", he said while giggling.

"But I'm serious", I said.

His smile suddenly disappear
I can see he is hurt by my decision

"Did I heard you right? you want a break up? We've been couple for 4 years. Why? Why now?", he yell at me.

"I'm sorry if I hurt you but I h-have t-to", I stuttered.

"You what? I ask you. WHY?", he need answer.

You don't have to know Jimin...
You'll be hurt again....

"Ouh I know why", he continued. "Because you're cheating behind me right? You love someone else other than me?", he said.

I stay silent...
I don't know what to say to him.

"Answer me you bitch-!", he said.
I feel hard slap on my cheek.

I cried...

"Save that tears of yours, it didn't work for me".

"Jiminie....", I said while tears flowing like a waterfall.

"Stop calling my name!", I flinch when he yell at me.

He never like this before

"I love you more than I love myself and now see what you did? HUH?!", he said.

"I'm sorry....please hear my explanation first", I was hoping he give me chance to explain everything. Seeing him angry like this, I can't keep my secret anymore.

"Okay from now on. WE.BROKE.UP", He emphasize the words.

"And please stay away from me. I don't want to be with a slut like you", his words is so harsh.

Slut?
Am I that cheap?
What's gotten into you Jimin?
Do you hate me that much
I know this will be happen.
I cried harder
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"Kim Y/n, are you sure you still want to got to school? your condition is getting worst. You need to get your treatment as fast as possible", Doctor Yoo said.

"No Doc, I want to spend my time with my family and friends. I don't want to waste my time anymore, I hope you respect my decision", I explained.

"Okay then, if that's your decision I can't say no. But please don't be late to eat your medicine everyday", he said with concern.

"And one more thing", he stop for a second.

I look at him.

"Until when are you going to keep secret about your illness from your family and friends?", he asked.

"I don't know. There's no perfect time for me to tell them"

"I just want to remind you Y/n. Brain cancer is a serious illness and you're in stage 4 now. You only have about 3 months left...", Dr. Yoo explained to me.

"I know Doc but I'll never give up on my life. I need to continue as long as I'm alive", I smile widely at him.

"You're a strong girl", he patted my head.
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