BTS Angst

Taehyung

(don’t skip the author's note coz it’s important)

Your Pov

It was all an arranged marriage. Being in one sided love is normal but being treated harsh by him for the past 8 months is the hurtful one.

Like usual, people will be in arranged marriage for the sake of family business but in my case, it's different. I married to him because of our parent's promise.

My dad told me when I was 6, my mom died from breast cancer and her last wish was to marry me off with her friend's son. At that time, I was still an innocent child.

"I know you're a strong girl, do this for your mom. She indeed wanted you to marry with taehyung when you reached 18 years old. You're 19 now, I know it's a bit late since Taehyung were busy with his father company"

"But he hated me dad", I stated in shaking voice.

Yes, we know each other already but I don't know why he don't like me. He was also one of those people who bullied me at primary school.

He acted cold, arrogant and rude towards me but not infront his parents. He will put his fake attitude infront of them like a two-faced man.

I remember what he said to me last time, "I marry you not because I love nor like you, this is for my parents. I don't know why they like you so much? Look at yourself! Look at how terrible you look! Is growing up without a mom made you this pathetic?"

BANG!!

I've slapped him hard on the face that made him stumble back. He can be harsh sometimes. How can he said that without thinking about my feelings? How can he said that when he was not in my shoe? How can I tell him this is all my mom's wish? I did not intended to marry him but it's all fate. Doesn't matter how hard I tried to run away, how far I go, how hard I tried to deny it, it will happen even without my consent.

"You ungrateful woman!!", he slapped me back in return. I feel a hard sting on my left cheek. I stared at him in disbelief whilst tears started rolling down my redden cheeks.

"How dare you?", he shouted infront of my face.

"I'll make sure this marriage will not last longer. I will find a way to end our marriage", I sobbed hard but he didn't have mercy on me.

Since that night, we barely talk.

We live in the same world, under the same sky, living under the same roof but it's hard for us to start communicating with each other. Neither one of us did. Both remain ego.

Tonight, I sleep alone in my room. Yeah we don't share a bedroom since we're moving to our new house.

I want to settle this matter with him peacefully. I want to talk to him face to face without having another arguements. I love him since we're still a child but he treated me like I don't exist at all.

I'm lying if I say I'm not happy when my dad told me I will marry him. Infact, I'm the most happiest girl in the earth, but reality hits me hard knowing my future husband are not feeling the same way as I did. He loathe me. He hated me.

I heard the main door open and quickly went downstairs but only to be greet with disgusting views.

Taehyung was sucking someone's face and I swear this is not the first time I saw him with other woman, but somehow this time he went to far. How can he brought a slut to our home? Can he at least respect me?

"Oppa, who is she?", She asked my husband.

"Ohh she's my maid", my heart broke into thousand of pieces. Maid? Is that how you define me?