Nineteen: POISONED MIND

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For how long will I allow you
To break my heart
Again and again with the same
blunt reasons

How long will it take you to realise
what you are doing to me
Is wrong,
Selfish even.
I have tried and failed to see you
In the way that I am placed in your head.

You see me as
A beautiful ocean
That you peacefully float upon
But then you treat me as
A mud-filled puddle
That your warn shoes kick me.

You say your emotions are genuine and true
Yet somehow you would rather hurt me
Walst holding on to me.
Rather than letting me go and seeing me smile.
That confuses me if you cared,
If you truly wanted my affection
Then why are you ripping me apart
Into so many directions
That I don't even know which way
to turn

How long will it take you to see
That I am not a puppet
To your lies
That you poison me with.

You are killing me
Not will kindness
But with hate.

I DONT KNOW HOW LONG I WILL LAST

PLEASE JUST LET ME LIVE

HAPPILY

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