God Help Me

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Sarah's POV

" We should stop here, otherwise it won't be good for us." He said as he stopped kissing me. I nodded. " I just don't want to feel regretting later." He said and I looked at him painfully. Did he regret it kissing me? Then why did he started?! It was very hard for me. I felt like used and rejected.

" Do you regret kissing me?" I asked him more like whispered without looking at him. He cupped my face and made me look at him.

" Look at me." He said to me. I closed my eyes as those stubborn tears was about to slip. " Open your eyes, Babe." He whispered softly. " Look at me. Look into my eyes." He said and I slowly opened my eyes but those stupid tears slipped on my cheeks and I bite my lips for not sobbing hard. He wiped my tears then kissed on my forehead. " You are a crazy girl." He said and kissed on my eyes and nose then on my cheeks. " I said I love you. This why I don't want to hurt you and your feelings. I just don't mess up our relationship which just has started. I want to make everything right with you. Every single thing." He said and kissed on my hands. I sobbed and he hugged me tightly. " I love you." He said and I smiled a bit while sobbing. I hit on his back.

" I hate you." I said. He chuckled.

" Don't lie, babe." He said.

" I am not lying." I said to him.

" Yes, you are." He said but I didn't say anything this time. "What happened?" He asked me. I shook my head in his chest. 

" I was really jealous as f*ck." I said. He chuckled.

" Can't you curse a bit less?" He asked me.

" No, I can't. Why should I stop cursing?" I asked him.

" Because if you don't then when we will have a baby he or she will learn f*ck as the first word instead Mom." He said and I looked up at him glaring hard.

" You want to say I won't be a good mother?! How dare you!!!" I gritted.

" You will be the best mother in the world. But for that you have to stop cursing. I don't want my kids to learn cursing at their early age." He said. Do I want that!!!

" Hello, Mr. Jerk!! What do you think?! Do I want that? I don't want that either. How can you say that!!" I said.

" I was just saying that." He said.

" Saying what?! You were accusing me." I said.

" Don't you think you are reacting much?" He asked me. Much!!! He dared to say that!! Alright.

" No, I don't think like that." I said to him.

" Ok, if you say so." He said.

" Good. You will be a good husband." I said to him.

" How do you know that?" He asked me.

" I know that because obedience is the first rule. I can see you are so obedient. So, you will be a good husband." I said and he rolled his eyes.

" Now if you tell me to kill someone or do something wrong then I may not listen to you." He said.

" I will not say something like that." I said.

" Good." He said.

" But if someone tries to reach me then you can kill him without any second thought, right?" I asked him with a boring expression.

" No one will dare to come near you. No one wants to die anyway." He said. " They know what can happen if they tries to reach what's mine."

" And what if I don't want to be with you?" I joked.

" You have no choice. You are stuck with me forever. You like it or not you have to be with me till the eternity." He said and I chuckled inwardly. Stubborn kid.

" I decided not to." I said. He glared at me. " There are a lot of people who has proposed me several times. You didn't even ask me to be your fiancée. How cruel!!! At least they asked me to be their girlfriend. You didn't even thought about that." I said to him smirking inwardly.

" You did a great thing rejecting them otherwise they would be under 6 feet of ground." He said. I rolled my eyes.

" I was very young then to start up with a relationship." I said.

" You are trying to say that you will accept them if they propose you now?" He asked me and my evil mind woke up.

" Of course. I am matured enough now." I said laughing like a witch inwardly. He narrowed his eyes at me.

" Don't you dare. I warn you, Babe." He said.

" What?! I haven't heard you. What have you said?" I asked him chuckling inwardly.

" I said I will kill everyone mercilessly who will try to reach you. Try to be intelligent." He said.

" If they propose then they asked it politely. I can't dishearten them you know?" I asked him.

" You are mine. Don't you dare to forget that. If I find someone reaching you I will empty my gun in his brain at once." He said. I sighed. He pulled me closer. "You belong to me. I am not letting you go ever until my last breath. If you try to leave me I will chain you up with me and lock you inside my room." He said and I shook my head.

" Stop acting like a over possessive boyfriend." I said.

" I am over possessive but I am not your boyfriend. I am your fiance." He said and I looked at him with a boring expression.

" And we are getting married then having a lot of kids in a few days." I said to him.

" Exactly. 10 or 12, I am not sure about that." He said and I glared at him hard.

" You go get pregnant." I said to him.

" That's not possible, Babe." He said. I sighed.

" You are a crazy stupid jerk." I said.

" And I am all yours. You can mark me." He said winking at me with a decorative smirk on his dashing face. I sighed.

Yeah, it was clearly showing my destruction. God help me now but I wanted to get destroyed.

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