Horrible Past

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Sarah's POV

" What happened with you?" Paris kept asking me as I kept dragging her back home.

" Nothing. I just want to go home." I said to her.

" You are acting weird. " She said.

I knew that I was acting weird but I wanted to go far away from here now. I didn't want to be in the same place where he was. It was suffocating me and I can't act normal. He gave me heart attack already. I don't want to get a real heart attack now.

I just don't want to share this with Paris right now. Because it's her birthday today. I can't make her upset and tensed. It's her day today. I can't make people worried about me all the time. I have to face my fear now but I wasn't that brave to do it. I was scared as hell to face my scariest nightmare.

Should I tell Caleb to help me?!

Of course you should, he is your fiance. He has right to know about it. And if he knows that then you will be relaxed. He will definitely help you. Don't take any stupid kind of decision. Be careful and smart. Try to handle it properly. My brain mocked me.

" What are you thinking?" I heard Paris asking me.

" Nothing. Literally nothing." I said to him.

" You are lost somewhere." She said.

" Just was missing Caleb." I said and we came back to our apartment. We took our stuffs and reached grandma's house where the party is gonna take place.

" Wow!!" Paris said looking at the decorations as soon as we reached grandma's house. I smiled as well. They did very well. Grandma came out and gave us warm hugs.

" I know it's not that good but I tried with the kids around." She said excitedly. I chuckled.

" It's beautiful, granny thank you." She said and we went inside.

The guest are still not here. I decided to go and sleep for awhile before the guests reach. I woke up as I had a terrible dream. I wanted to forget it. So bad. But it wasn't going away. The party went good. It was fun but Caleb didn't show up on time. I was waiting for him but he never showed up. I was missing him. I decided to call him. He just isn't late for the party. How can he just be late when I have said that it's very important?!!

" Hello!!" I heard his voice.

" Where are you?" I asked him.

" What about you turn and find it out yourself?" I heard voice and turned to see him smilingly standing there a few feet away from me. I sighed and reached him. I hugged him tightly. Peace ran through my body.

" What happened?" He asked hugging me back. I shook my head.

" Had anyone said anything to you?" He asked me. I shook my head. I just missed you a lot." I said sighing deeply and he chuckled kissing on my head.

The party was ended and the guest left. Grandma and Paris went to sleep. We were sitting in the living room.

" What happened, Babe?" He asked me. I shook my head. " Tell me already." He said.

" I am fine. Don't worry. " I said. "What's with your friends? Suddenly they came to your office? " I asked him.

He sighed deeply and stayed silent for a few minutes.

" The other one was my Ex." He said and I was frozen. Ex?!!

" Your ex?! " I asked.

" Yes." He sighed.

" Why was she there? " I asked him. My jealousy kicked in again and made me savage.

" She was there to save sorry." He said.

" Sorry?! Why?" I asked him.

" Because she hurt me a lot in the past. " He said.

" So what do you want to do now?! Go back to her!? " I asked though it stabbed my heart.

" There is no going back to someone who is past. Past can destroy your future. So, it's better to throw it away from your life. I threw away the memories of past to make a beautiful future which will offer me many more beautiful moments to create new memories with you. I will wait for that. But I want you to be with me for those memories. I want to make them only with you." He said and I nodded smilingly.

" But why did she say sorry? Did she hurt you that badly?" I asked him. He sighed.

" She wanted to kill me and that incident lead me to be in coma for 5 years." He said and my eyes open wide. What!!?

" F... Fi.. five years?!!" I asked him.

" Yes, 5 years." He said and sighed deeply. " I thought I will take a revenge on her, but I leant the 'forgive and forget' law of nature. I forgave her. " He said.

" Yeah. But it takes a lot to forgive someone." I said to him.

" True." He said." But she is past. Her story ended already long back. You are my present and future. I don't want to think about anything else. I am happy that you were there for me. I can't thank God enough for that. " He said. He pinched on my nose.

But I was still thinking about him being in coma for 5 years. I kept thinking and it didn't give me a good feeling at all. If something happens to him I will definitely die. No doubt.

" Don't get hurt. It hurts me a lot as well." I said to him.

" I will try not to. Don't worry about me." He said. I nodded. I hugged him again. We were watching movies lazily.

" What about you? What happened? Paris was saying you have got a weird mind today? " He asked me. I sighed.

" I just... " I said. Should I tell him or shouldn't I?

" Just?"  he asked me.I sighed.

I should tell him this thing or shouldn't I?! I decided to tell him everything because if not then it will keep eating my brain.

" When I was in high school there was a teacher who was after me. He was so annoying and kept irritating me. I had no other choice but to complain against him. He was thrown out of the school. Even the school filed a case on him for sexual harassment in school. Not only me but also with the other girls. " I said and stopped.

" Did he tried to do something very bad with you?" He asked me. I thought for a moment.

" He tried...tried to..to r...ra..pe...rape me." I said and closed my eyes tightly.

If only Paris wasn't there that day, God knows what would happened. May be he had raped me already. I don't even want to think about my horrible past.

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