SLS#1#Mirror Knows The Truth

Messed Up

Conan's POV

" Who's that bust*rd can be?" I  asked Paul.

" We are trying to find him out." He said.

" Yes, find it out fast. I want to see the person in front of me as soon as it is possible." I said to him and he nodded.

" I think it's someone whom she knows very well." He said.

" But she couldn't recognize the person." I said to him.

" I know. We are trying to find out the person." He said.

" And send some of your men to keep an eye on Sarah 24/7. Tell them to ensure her protection. I won't take any less." I said to him.

" Done. Anything else?" He asked me.

" Nothing for now." I said to him.

" Ok then. I will go." he said.

" Alright." I said and he left my room.

Hell!!! Not only she herself but I myself was also scared about this incident. It did scare me. Suddenly I realized no matter what I can't bear it losing her. No matter what I can't lose her. I just can't let that happen. I can't let anyone hurt her not even me myself. I won't let anyone snatch her from me. I won't let any harm come to her.

" Dude, what's with your revenge plan?" My brain asked me.

F*ck with revenge plan. I don't care about it anymore. I can't lose her. I don't care if she is also going to cheat on me. I will make her stay with me forever. That's it. I am done getting confused. If I am wrong then let me be wrong. I want to make every wrong, right for us. I just can't hold it back anymore. I don't want things go mess up again. I want that girl in my life to make me happy.

Without her consent?! My brain asked.

By hook or crook. I gritted myself.

It will be childish. It mocked me. Grown up, Conan. Grown up. You are acting like a child.

I don't care about it anymore. If nothing works then I will just kidnap her and keep her with me.

Are you in love? My brain asked me. And I got frozen. Am I?!! Is that call love?! If this craziness is called love then what was that which I used to feel for Veronica?! Was that just an attraction?!

No, it was love. It was love but she freaking betrayed me. She neglected my love. She didn't even care about it. I loved a wrong person in a wrong time. May be my destiny wasn't written with her. This is why she has cheated on me. But why am I feeling happy today that she has betrayed me?!

Because if she didn't then you would have never ever found out Sarah. My brain said.

It was right. If she hadn't betrayed with me then I wouldn't find out the true feelings of mine.

Does that mean you love her? My brain asked me.

I don't know. If this craziness is called love then yes. I am in love with her. I love her and only her. I don't know what happened in past. I don't know why things happened in the past but I love her that's the truth of my life if this feeling is called love.

What did I feel for Veronica then?!! I asked myself.

May be infatuation. My brain said.

It was more than infatuation but she decided to betray. She kept money before me. She made me hate her to the end. I don't know what will happen in future but one thing was clear that Sarah was going to be mine. Willingly or forcefully.

Won't it be a revenge on her if I take her sister away from her?!

You said you don't care about that revenge thing anymore. My brain said. I sighed deeply. Forgive and forget. The best way to get out of the your ugly past which is eating you from inside. I nodded.

Am I ready to forgive her?! Should I forgive her?! Should I think about it again?! 

Yes, forgive her and move on in your life. My brain said.

It's not easy when she is Veronica's sister. It will keep reminding me of her betrayal all the time.

You have to forget about it if you want to be happy in your life and with the girl you love. Can't you do that for her?! My brain asked.

I literally could do anything for her. I will try to forget and start a new fresh chapter of life. I was thinking and suddenly the door opened. I found Mila entering my room. I sighed. She sat next to me and I will put my head on her lap. I took her hands and kissed on them then put them on my head gesturing her to give me a massage to relax my tensed self.

" What happened, little Hunter?" She asked me kissing on my forehead.

" Nothing happened." I said.

" Are hiding anything from me?" She asked me.

" No, I am not." I said to her.

" Yes, you are." She said and I sighed." What happened?" She asked me.

" You saw my secretary?" I asked her.

" Yes, she is beautiful and very cute. She looks like a doll. What's with her?" She asked me.

" I think I like her." I said.

" What?!" She asked me totally shocked.

" Yes." I said shortly.

" You think you like her? Or you really like her?" She asked me.

" I really like her." I said to her.

" Only like or a bit more than that?" She asked me.

" May be whole lot more than that." I said to her. She looked at me shocked.

" You serious, right?" She asked me.

" Much more than I was with Veronica." I said. " I think what I feel now is only truth and which I used to feel for Veronica was infatuation.

" Don't bring her up in this topic." She said

" She will automatically be in this topic." I said to her.

" Why is that?" She asked me.

" Because, Abigail is Sarah. Sarah is Veronica's sister." I said to her and she looked totally shocked at this.

" What?!" She asked and I sighed.

" I am totally messed and confused with myself. I don't know how to handle this." I said.