Chapter 18 - Prince Charming and self harming
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This was so unfair, life was so unfair, everything was so damn unfair. I felt as if I shouldn't bother trying to be happy anymore because what was the point? What was the point of being happy for just a split second and then having something ruin it in a blink of the eye? That's right, there is no point. None.
I sighed sadly as I scrolled through our messages. He always knew what to say and he always found different ways to make a smile appear on my mouth. God, I missed him. "Alright." Someone spoke with a groan. "That's enough moping around over a guy." I looked up to see my sister who had a small smile on her face, though she looked a bit worried.
"He's not just any guy." I groaned as I fought back the tears that began to cloud in my eyes. "He's Louis."
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The door fell the the floor with a loud crash before the 5 of us came in. I know what you're probably thinking, why the hell do you need so many people to take one guy, well, anything that happened to one of us automatically dragged everyone else in because we were like family, we still are like family. "Okay, guys." Simon spoke.
"We're splitting up." He continued, making us all nod in unison. "I-" I began, but Simon cut me off. "I already know Louis." He rolled his eyes. "Which is why you, Liam, and, I are going upstairs. Niall, and, Harry will stay here just in case something happens down here, or if we need backup, which is doubtful, but--" He just shrugged. "Now lets get up here, but remember to stay quiet." He spoke and we all nodded before following his lead.
The three of us crept up the stairs in almost complete silence, almost reminding me of those action movies where everything went dead silent. I didn't know whether that was a good or bad thing though, at this point. What if she was hurt--or worse? What if he hurt my baby? What if he killed her?
You can't think like that, my self conscious scowled and as per usual, he was right. I couldn't think like that, I had to be strong, not only for her, but for the both of us. For Simon and Liam who were at the risk of getting harmed if I ended up doing something out of panic.
I suddenly heard repeated thumbs pounding against something with force. Stay calm, I told myself. Stay calm, Louis. Do. Not. Do. Anything. Stupid. I took a long, trembling breath as I tried to calm my nerves. My palms were becoming sweatier and sweatier as the minutes ticked by and I couldn't help but clutch my lip ring between my teeth. I hated the unknown. I hated not knowing what she was going through or if she was okay.
Was she in pain? Was she scared? Did she blame me because I sure as hell did. I nervously ran my fingers through my hair as I followed closely behind my best friend. Liam was right when he said that Sky was a warrior because she was, she was my little warrior and somewhere inside of me I knew she would fight her way through this. The only thing that scared me was whether she would win this fight or not.
I shook my head. She would make it through this, she's not going anywhere, I won't let her. I froze in my spot as we became only inches away from a man furiously banging on a door. Did that mean Sky was on the other side? That she was okay? I honestly didn't know what to think at this point.
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Secret Bad Boy ( Louis Tomlinson Fan Fiction.)
FanfictionEverybody has a dark side, but some hide it better than others and Louis happened to be one of the few who could do so.