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alex's lips -
"where are you goin'?"
ana was persistent. george hated the amount of determination the girl had put into getting his number. after all, he simply just wanted to get away from her. things never worked out the way he wanted, though. they set a date and texted a bit throughout the week. time had never been so quick, because before he knew it, he was getting ready for his date.
after returning home that day, jace didn't try to talk about what he had witnessed. in fact, he hadn't spoke at all. now there he was standing at the door, staring at george with curious eyes.
"on a date."
jace's green eyes darken. "with that lady from the park?"
"yes, don't sound so grim." he teased.
"mummy says we shouldn't do thin's we don't want t'do." jace whispered.
george ruffled his hair, teasing it lightly before turning back to the twin. "who says i don't wanna?"
"well, you made your uncomfortable face. jackson makes the same face whenever mummy gives us medicine. but we have to take that. mum says we don't have to go with people we don't know."
if only alex had a brain like yours. "well, that was not my uncomfortable face. that was my shy face." george combed jace's hair away from his face.
"are you sure?"
"pinky promise, mate." george squatted down to jace's level. jace was hesitant, but decided on hooking his small finger with george's. "now, c'mon, your mum will be here soon and i still don't have any of your things ready."
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"so, how old are you?" ana asked before taking a sip of her red wine.
george covered his mouth, answering through a mouthful. "20."
she snickered, her rosy cheeks reddening. "oh, god, i'm 21."
"that's old, innit?" george teased. ana laughed, touching george's hand flirtatiously. george left it there, ignoring the frail feeling. george had found that drinking also helped. the more he drank, the more comfortable he started to feel around her.
the part of george that was still sober, couldn't help but compare beth and ana. he really didn't like ana as much. beth was softer and a lot more respectful. yet, he cut ana some slack. how was she suppose to know that the mere idea of them scared him?
i miss beth. the waiter refilled both their glasses, george immediately taking another drink. "so you're studying, right?"
"yeah, film." his fingers twitched under ana's gentle ones.
"really? you don't look like the type?" she grinned.
george paid no attention, the overwhelming sensation making it harder for his hand to rest there. "g-guess i don't." he forced a laugh.
ana finally moved her hand, leaning closer to george. "how about we take this back to my flat? it's getting a wee bit boring, innit?"
george looked at his glass, nodding slowly as he reached for it. he quickly downed the rest of it. "let's get a bottle though." there is no way in hell i'll do anything sober.
on the way to ana's place, they stopped at a liquor store. george's head was buzzing, but not hard enough for him to loosen up. he needed something hard, something that made his anxiety melt away. he didn't even question ana's choice. he simply paid for it and popped it open as soon as they were back on the streets. they passed the alcoholic drink back and forth, george's head getting lighter and lighter by the minute. at one point, he was being pulled up stairs. the next, he was pinned down on a strange bed. his smile fading on and off his face as ana trailed kisses down his neck. she pushed her hands up george's shirt, making the boy shudder violently. he didn't push back.
"can i blow you?"
who are you? "yeah." george mumbled, his lips meeting the girl's once more.
the shirt was thrown over george's head. goosebumps aroused from under his skin. the warmth from ana's kisses made george smile. he had forgotten who was touching him. ana fumbled with his pants, unzipping and unbuttoning them. his eyes fluttered closed, his mind quickly running to alex's blue eyes. he didn't have much time to react to the thought because ana has already licked a long stride down his hard on.
without a doubt, george thought of alex again. this time, though, it wasn't just alex's eyes. as ana bobbed her head down, all george could see what alex. not being able to tell the difference, he tangled his fingers in her hair.
soft, just like alex's. "f-fuck." he threw his head back, picturing alex's baby blue eyes staring up at him through his long lashes. george bucked his hips upwards, cursing once more.
the vibration of a hum caused george to gasp, gripping the stranger's hair tighter. his mind still on alex. alex's pretty mouth that always made george feel better. alex's pretty skin that george wanted to ruin-
"oh, fuckin' 'ell-" he continued to ride his hips into the warm mouth. his stomach tighten and his arms tense as he came into ana's mouth. ana broke into a coughing fit as george dropped his lower half.
horrified, george's eyes shot open. "o-oh my god." he covered his face, his eyes tearing up. i just got off to the thought of alex.
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sorry for any spelling errors 💞
im late asf to school. i can feel my grandma's disappointment from here 💀