The Wolf and the Deer - 5SOS Cake AU fanfic

Chapter 34: Against the World

Calum's P.O.V.

Luke what the fuck! are you gone mad!?

why the fuck i would do that!  luke stop being insane and just understand what am i saying!

IM TRYING TO SAVE YOU!

IM TRYING TO FIX THIS MESS!

........

ashton wont stop until im dead..

and he will surely kill you.

luke..i dont want you to suffer the way i did.

i dont want to ruin your life nor the be the cause of ending it.

luke please..im ..im leaving you because i want you to be safe.

i want you to live your life the fullest with the assurance that you will live long enough to see the beautiful things in life...i want that for you..

because i love you..

i love you so much that im ready to let you go..so you can be safe and well.

Luke you are my home...

...im a walking disaster.. i bring death and im your biggest mistake..

if i wasnt for that night.. this things wouldnt happen to you.

ashton will come back..he will come back...

and he will kill you if im still around you.

...thats why i need to leave you.

not because i dont love you. but because im protecting you.

do you understand me now?

....

Luke if there was a better way than leaving. i would already do it.

im against to the shadows that made me. and i dont want you getting in the fight.

i need to this alone.

Luke's P.O.V.

Calum shut up! just shut up! i dont want any of this too! but look at me!

im still with you. even in certain death im still with you!

YOU WANNA KNOW WHY!? BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!

I FUCKING LOVE YOU!

YEAH I USED THE "F" WORD! BECAUSE I MEAN IT!

.....I Dont want to lose another person in my life..(Dad)

you have no idea how much pain i felt since he passed away...

and im not letting you go! IM NOT!

call me stuborn! i dont care! i wont leave you!......i wont leave you calum...

because if you do..you will kill me...not because ill thrust the dagger in my heart but...

a life without you is life not worth living.

its sound stupid... i know but..when you find that one person...you're not going to let go..

you'll fight for them!

....calum...ill fight for you..

ill protect you...i will stand by you..

im not going to leave you behind....you already lived your life with so much loneliness... let me be the one to fill it in.

Calum Thomas Hood. i will be at your side. ..

i am your sword and your shield.

i will fight for you until my heart stops beating.