My Grade 8 Drama

Monday, September 3rd

Monday, September 3rd,

Ever get the feeling, that even though you planned and thought through everything, you still feel like you're missing something. You get that tiny moment of panic before you tell yourself to calm down? Well, that's pretty much what I am feeling. I know I have everything for school, but, I can't get rid of the feeling that I am missing something. Anything at all.

School starts tomorrow, I not only have a knot of excitement in my stomach, but also nervousness. All the doubts I have had are coming back full swing. Who will my teacher be? Oh I hope it is Mr Kews! Why in the world did they make 3, 7/8 split classes? No matter what I will be in a class with at least 1 little grade 7 girl who thinks shes better then the world itself. Will I be in the same class as my friends, or none at all? Oh please don't let it be like previous years of almost or complete isolation!

I am a stressed person, if you didn't get that. I tend to get nervous and worked up about the smallest thing, I like to stand my ground, and I hate it when something doesn't go as planned, one of the few reasons I dislike working in groups.

Well my day started off on well, maybe a good note. I had set my alarm for 8:30, since I was up late last night.... not cleaning my room. But instead, I ended up waking up at 7:30, guess my inner most alarm clock has been set and is ready to be used. After waking up, I went onto Facebook, but of course nobody was on. I also went on to my favourite writing website, but of course, Wattpad! But I wasn't in the writing mood, I never am when I am on the computer.

After about an hour, I was simply too bored to sit and do nothing on the computer any longer, I had better things to do, like.... watch one of my favourite TV shows that was out on DVD.

Around 2, I went back on the computer, trying to scold myself into cleaning my room, and to pack my bag. Um, I can't pack my bag because my mom has to wash something, and I can't clean my room because, um, well, I don't want too at the moment so I will do it later.

Around 5:30, I packed my bag, the excitement growing by the minute, with everything I put in. Once I was done, I decided to go back on the computer. But the moment I sat down, my Grandma who lives with me called out that 1 of my 2 Pomeranians had run off. They have a tendency to just run when they see the door open. So Maria went off, and of course, as usual, it wasn't my Grandma who had to go after her, it was me. This put me in a fowl mood, since I first of all, wasn't wearing shoes and the grass was prickly, and second of all, I was in my pajama's, enjoying my last day of quality time with them.

At least she didn't run as far as she normally did, and it only took me, maybe 5 minutes to catch her. When I was happily back inside, I went on the computer for a bit more, then went back to my room, since through I don't want to, I know I have to clean it.

After about 2 hours of cleaning/ watching my favourite TV show on DVD (Almost done it, insert sad face), my room was reasonably clean, I have to organize tomorrow after school (The first day!).

At 8:10, I did my singing practice, and once that was done, I zipped around and got myself into bed at 8:45. But I didn't fall asleep until at least 9:30 thanks to my brother.