My Dominant Boss

Chapter 23

Lily's P.O.V.

I was awoken when i felt someone carry me from the tub and mid carry i opened my eyes to see Ethan's face as he placed me on the very comfortable bed. I rubbed my eyes as i got up to my elbows.

"What happened?"

"I was just about to ask you that" i swallowed my saliva as i hoped he wasn't asking me what i think he was asking me. Because of my silence he continued "i found you pass out in the tub, why was that?"

I shook my head "no, not at all, i guess i was just very tired that's all" he didn't seem to believe me so i added a small convincing smile for reasurence.

  "I have a meeting with an alpha from another pack near by so I'll be gone for about two days and I came to let you before I left" a part of me wanted to scream no and tell me to stay but the other part of me where my pride was told me to act like I didnt care and that part of me won.

I nodded my head and shrugged 'okay do what you have to' he seemed hurt for a moment but he just nodded his head and left. No goodbye kiss?

I didn't even realized as I started to fall asleep

Flashback: CONTAINS LEVELS OF ABUSE AND HARASSMENT READERS ARE ADVISED TO NOT READ IF SENSITIVE TO THAT TYPE OF CONTENT.

I was at home with Christian and we were just watching tv on my bed in my bedroom. I had moved in with Tammy after the incident with my parents and I was very grateful that her mom and dad took me in as there own. It was just us in the house as not too long ago Tammy went to get food ten minutes away.

All of a sudden Christian grabs me by my hips and pulls me in and started to kiss me. Our little make out session turned into something that was very heated. When he got on top of me and started to remove my shirt I started to feel uncomfortable but because he was my boyfriend I let him. It got to when he unbuckled my pants that I decided to stop him.

"Christian I'm not ready"

"Babe I love you don't you love me?"

"Yes I do"

"Then let's have sex"

"I'm not ready"

I tried to take his hands off my pants but he wouldn't let me and then he took both of my hands and held them down above my head.

"Christian let me go, what are you doing?"

"What babe I am showing you my love" I could tell he was getting more angry and I didn't like when he was angry because it would normally end with violence and this time it would be towards me.

"Christian please let me go" at this point in time I started to cry as I couldn't believe he would treat me like this. I did what I could as I struggled but he was too strong. His legs were open so I took that as my way out and I kneed him in the groin. He rolled off me for a quick second and I rushed to the door.

I got the door open but I felt my hair being pulled back and I was dragged and thrown onto the floor. I fought with what I had but his hold on my hair caused my moments to become less.

I heard his zipper slide down and looked up to see him taken his mini him out. "Christian what are you doing please stop this".

"No I'm taking what I deserve now be a good little girl and put him in your mouth and don't you dare bite it or else." He took himself out of him pants and slapped him on my face. The tears would not stop coming as I tired even more to escape. He slapped me with his hands and that made me silent as I could feel my face already start to become red.

"Please Christian don't do this"

"Open your fucking month" I' didn't do it at first and so he delivered another slap to my face. "I said open your fucking mouth bitch"

I slowly opened my mouth as cascades of tears ran down my face. Not even a moment went by as he pushed himself roughly into my mouth making me gag. He continued this until he got a quick pace as he started to fuck my mouth.

He made me deep throat him until I couldn't breath and then pulled me up just to put me back down. He came on my face and I felt disgusted with myself. "See that wasn't so bad, not get on the bed"

"Christian no"

"Get on the fucking bed"

"I said no"

He grabbed my forearms and hair and I tired to fight with all my might but then all of a sudden I heard glass break, a groan and I was released. I opened my eyes to see Christian with blood in his hands and head as he walked out of my room limping.

Tammy looked towards him with a broken broom in her hand and part of a vase and when we heard the downstairs door slam shut she rushed to my side dropping everything.

"Oh my gosh Lily what happened, I mean I know what happened but like I mean how could he?" I just shook my head repeatedly as I sobbed and then she started crying and the rest of our evening was spent on the floor with a blanket just crying.

I never saw Christian after that day and when the police went looking for him it was like he just disappeared.

End of flashback

I woke up crying and sweating and looked at the clock to see that it was 9:40 A.M. which meant it was the next day and only one more day left until Ethan came back and only then would I feel safe.