Love Lisoo

My song to you (Chaennie)

Rosé sat on the balcony with her guitar on her lap, she positioned herself up straight looking up at the night sky and began to strum her guitar.

(Italics are Rosé's thoughts)

"I'm jealous of the rain
That falls upon your skin"

Hey, Jennie. I miss you, I miss you so much, what happened to you? What happened to US? I remember everything about you, I can't ever forget.

"It's closer than my hands have been
I'm jealous of the rain"

Jennie, I'm not doing good. I remember all the moments we had together every time I look up to the night sky, we literally shared our feelings to each other. Remember that one day I ran after you? 

"I'm jealous of the wind
That ripples through your clothes"

The days we sat by the beach on a windy day and just admired the whole beach view together, just me and you, no one else.

"It's closer than your shadow
Oh, I'm jealous of the wind"

I remember holding you that very day, you cried because you were broken, but I was as well, I never liked seeing you hurt like that, but I was hurt for you, but also for another reason.

"Cause I wished you the best of
All this world could give"

All I want is for you to be happy Jennie.

"And I told you when you left me
There's nothing to forgive"

If leaving me made you happy then I'm okay, I'll be okay knowing you are happy

"But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was
Heartbreak and misery"

I always wished for the day you came back though, I won't lie about that, I hoped you noticed that I was always the person who'd be by your side until the end, that I'd be there forever

"It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me"

But in the end you left me, you left me for good, I won't lie it's the hardest thing to accept

"I'm jealous of the nights
That I don't spend with you"

I use to be the one you last saw when you slept and first thing you saw when you woke up, what really happened to you?

"I'm wondering who you lay next to
Oh, I'm jealous of the nights"

It was him, wasn't it? It was that Kai, wasn't it? Why go back to him? He only ever hurt you! He literally mistreated you! You said he changed, you left me for him.

"I'm jealous of the love
Love that was in here"

I miss you so fucking much Jennie, please come back to me.

"Gone for someone else to share
Oh, I'm jealous of the love"

Why did you choose an abuser over someone who truly loves you? 

"'Cause I wished you the best of
All this world could give"

But in the end, I couldn't ever be mad at you

"And I told you when you left me
There's nothing to forgive"

You chose him because you love him, you chose him because you needed him even if he didn't treat you the way I did, you still needed and wanted him.

"But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was
Heartbreak and misery"

Yet I will always wait for you to come through that door, the door of my broken heart.

"It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me"

I can't stand you went with him, you would of been safe with me, I could of given you all the love in the world even if you didn't love me Jennie..

"As I sink in the sand
Watch you slip through my hands"

I'm drowning, I'm dying without you, slowly.. please come back...

"Oh, as I die here another day, yeah"
'Cause all I do is cry behind this smile"

I let you go but fought for you at the same time yet you never noticed my effort

"I wished you the best of
All this world could give"

In the end, I only wish for your happiness, and I'll be happy too

"And I told you when you left me
There's nothing to forgive"

Don't apologize, I don't need it, as long as you're happy..

"But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was
Heartbreak and misery"

I wished for your heart to be broken just like mine, that's selfish of me, isn't it? Haha 

"It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me"

I'm jealous of him, he's a lucky man, he better keep you safe..

"It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me"

But Jennie, if you're happy with out me then I'm happy as well.

Rosé looks up at the night sky and as tears run down her

"Her happiness is the only thing that matters to me, I don't need anything else."