Love Lisoo

Crying for the past

Can you believe it?

The amount of pain one person you love can truly give you,

I had that moment in my life,

It was so wrong,

But it felt so right,

It got to the point that I knew this was bad,

Not just for them,

But especially for myself,

The amount of weakness I had,

I can't believe I couldn't handle it,

Gosh,

Everything you labeled me as was right all along,

I am weak,

I am pathetic,

I am a loser,

I am unloved,

Wow,

I'm so stupid.

I'm just hurting because of you,

I shouldn't let this be happening,

But what can I do?

Absolutely nothing.

I'm stuck in your spell,

I'm still being the little toy you treated me as,

I couldn't stand it any longer,

Yet I still stayed,

But in the end,

You left me,

You left me all alone,

You left me like trash,

You never cared,

But the worst part is..

You never even loved me like the way I loved you..

Now I'm here,

Still suffering,

All because my stupid heart won't let you go like it should,

You know,

I always ask myself,

"Is it okay to cry?"

But I always tell myself,

"No, it's not okay."

Then I ask myself,

"Why?"

My answer will always be,

"Because crying won't get you anywhere, crying won't bring
back the people you love the most back"

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Hi, I'm Lalisa Manoban and I made the mistake in falling in love with a play girl girl named Kim Jisoo. The girl who who showed and ruined the feeling of love for me.