Time flies too fast. Due date ko na kahapon pero mukhang late balak lumabas ng baby angel ko. Hay iba talaga ang atmosphere dito sa New York. You see, simula ng malaman kong Im pregnant I decided na dumito muna sa vacation house namin sa New York. I'm too ashamed of what happened to me but I didn't regret having my baby angel.
I decided na maglakad sa garden. Nang makababa na ko ay bigla akong tinawag ni Arnold,anak ng business partner ni dad actually friend ko na rin sya dahil wala naman akong permanent na nakakasama dito sa bahay kundi ang mga maid at sya.
"Mick where are you going?" halata namang kagigising lang nito.
"Garden, I want to smell some fresh air and to have a walk at the same time" I answer
"If that so I'm going with you."and then he hold my arm.But I stop him.
"No you're not.Take your breakfast first, jan lang naman ako outside eh" then suddenly he lick my lips.
"Arnold you're so disgusting di ka pa kaya nagtu-toothbrush" i told him in a very disgusted tone, though sanay na ko sa ganyan niyang ugali.
"I dont need that Mick and beside I already take my sweetest breakfast so I can go with you now" he said and smile at me pervertly.
"Eww Arnold mandiri ka nga di porket we're staying in a liberated country you're not going to respect me and you're girlfriend at the same time"
"Ok you win. Just shout my name if there's a problem" he smiled as if he's the sweetest guy on earth
"Yeah i will thanks for the concern"
I love Arnold but as a friend. He's the one who stay with me kapag kailangan ng bumalik ang parents ko at kuya ko sa Pilipinas. Nung una di kami magkasundo dahil nga dito sya lumaki his too liberated. He respect me because he loves his mom and he believe that if he respect his mom dapat ganon din sya sa akin dahil Pilipina ang mommy nya. Pero syempre di talaga maiiwasan na kung minsan ay may pagkapilyo ito.
I like him as a friend but I cant believe na aamin sya na he loves me more than being a friend knowing that Im going to be a mom. I explain my self to him and why I cant accept him. And thankfully he understood my decision. My reason is when the father of my baby took my virginity he also take my heart. Sana pagdating ng panahon, maintindihan din ako ng mga taong naapektuha ng decision ko.
Hay salamat nakarating din sa garden. Di naman malayo ang garden sa main door pero alam nyo na preggy eh kaya ganon talaga.
Ganon talaga and buhay. Kahit ganoo mo man ito maintindihan mahirap gawin ang mga tama at dapat dahil alam mong mahirap at makakasakit ka.
Nakailang hakbang palang ako ay parang masakit na ang tyan ko. Wait a water running down in my thigh.?? GHOSH pumutok na yung water bag ko..
"Ahhhh ARNOLD HELP ME !!!!!!!!!! "
"What the!! What happened?!? Why did you pee in your short? "he said while running towards him.
"Idiot!! call mom and dad.. bring me to the hospital Im going to give birth. AHHHHHHHHHH." he run towards me and carry me.
"Mick youre too heavy" then he saw the maid."Prepare the car get my keys in my room"
Napadiin ang pagkagat ko sa labi ko. Sobrang sakit, parang mabibiak na ang tiyan ko.
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As we reach the hospital they immediately take me to the E.R.
"Ready?" Narinig kong tanong ng doktor ko
"Yes, I want it normal please"
The doctor smiled at me.
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