Risked it all

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Asia POV

"Katelynn say ma-ma" I said as she sat in my lap. She's already like 8 months getting big as hell.

I starred at her as she started talking gibberish and blowing bubbles with her mouth. I smiled and picked her up and kissed her fat lil cheeks.

"Stanka say Ma-ma" I said holding her up. She started squirming in my arms.and smiling.

"I'm forreal tink Say ma-ma"

"Da......Da"

I gasped" Omg , You said Da-da. Say it again. Say Da-da" I smiled holding her up . She giggled and repeated it.

"Da-Da."

"Yay" I clapped and kissed her fat cheeks

"Da-Da"

"Yay!!! Now say Ma-ma" I said placing her on my feet.

"Da-da, Da-Da, Da-Da,"

I laughed and just let her continue to say Da-Da.She is however a daddy's girl.

"Mommy Asia, Mommy Asia?" Khalid came running in the room

"Yes booboo, Whats up" I questioned as I handed Tink her teether.

"Will daddy be home for my birfday"

"I don't know , You wanna call him." I questioned pulling out my phone. I really wanna talk to Khali but I haven't build up the nerve yet. Hopefully , Khalid wanna talk to him so I can at leaste here his voice.I know he's probally upset at the fact that me and Nova fell out once again because of my insecurities but I'm getting better. And when He come I'll prove to him just that.

"No, He'll be here. I know my daddy, he won't miss it. But mommy can we get Auntie Nova a push gift like daddy gave you one!!"

"Sure , why not, When you wanna go?"

"Uhm after I finish playing the game"he smiled.

"Okay, Well lemme know when your ready" I smiled.

"Okay" He said then took off running but stopped when he got to the doorway." Mommy" He said turning around.

"Yes baby"

"Are you and daddy still fighting?"

I starred at him and then placed a faint smile on my face.

"No sweetie , Daddy and I aren't fighting."

"Okay, Yall gone get married like auntie Nova and uncle Leek."

"I don't know, We'll see in the future thoe" I smiled.

"Okayy, I just don't want you and Tink to leave me and Daddy"

"We not going anywhere, Ain't that right Tink" I smiled at her

She smiled at me and continued to play with her teether.

" Okay, Mommy, I'm finna go play"

"Okay baby,"

­­­ He took off running and I laid in my bed beside Tink. I ran my hand over her curly hair and just starred at her. She reminded me so much of Khali. All of her features, her and Khalid both. It's crazy. I'm trying to push myself not to think about him and just focus on myself and getting me together but it's hard. It's extremely hard having both of his kids here.

I feel like if I even try to ask him to come back he's not. He probally doesn't want anything to do with me. I can't get mad though, I completely understand. I've been a total bitch towards him. My bipolar actions my aggressive ways. I don't know how he deals with it.

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