Nova POV
I fell so deeply in love the second I laid eyes on my son for the first time. I'd already grown to love my baby very much, but my love grew a million times stronger once I heard his cry.
They say every dark cloud has a silver lining, and I understand it now. Things were absolutely horrible for me. Seemed like everything in my life was going wrong, but I pushed past my negative thoughts and now I'm being rewarded for it by son. My very own child. Becoming a parent is a feeling like no other. It's hard to describe, but it's a wonderful, overwhelming, and astonishing feeling.
When I first held Omar in my arms, it was a very bitter sweet moment. I bursted out in tears, and I don't think anyone truly knew why. They probably just assumed that it was only because of happiness and holding my baby. My left arm felt cold and empty, there was suppose to be a little baby girl right there. She just wasn't meant to be with us though. At first I dwelled on it heavily, but there had to be a reason why the man upstairs took one and let me keep the other.
As I laid in bed with my baby against my chest, I heard a knock on the door before it opened. In came a nurse. A nurse that I hadn't seen before. She has long blonde hair, dark brown skin, and a very curvy body.
She just stood there and stared at me, which made me really uncomfortable. Who the fuck does creepy shit like this?
"May I help you?"
"Yeah you can help me by staying away from my man bitch." She smirked. "That tall sexy light skinned dude is mine. Where you think he been at every single day at some point? In my bed giving me that good good bitch. Fuckin and givin me some bomb ass head."
I put my baby in his little hospital bassinet then I stood up and got all in her face.
"Lookie here bitch, my baby isn't even twenty four hours old yet. I have fresh stitches but I promise if you think you about to fuck with me you'll have some too. Not only are you disrespecting me but you disrespecting my son and I don't play that shit. Get the fuck out of my room if you value life."
"You light skin bitches talk all that shit but can't back it up. I don't give a fuck about you or that light ass baby. That ain't my man's baby bitch you a thot!"
She tried to put her hands out to push me but instead I mushed her so hard in the face that she stumbled and hit the wall and bumped her tank sized head against it. This bitch got me fucked up. I'll beat her ass now then worry about my pain later. Stitches can pop out and everything but I'd still be bashing her fucking skull in. I hate when bitches try me.
"GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY ROOM BITCH! YOU DON'T EVEN MUTHAFUCKIN' KNOW ME SO FOR YOU TO TRY AND CALL ME OUT MY NAME IS A GOTDAMN NO GO. THE ONLY MALE I'D EVER FIGHT OVER IS THE ONE RIGHT NEXT TO MY BED. I DON'T FIGHT OVER DICK SO YOU CAN HAVE THAT BITCH MADE ASS MUTHAFUCKA CAUSE QUITE FRANKLY I DON'T FUCKING WANT HIM! UNLESS YOU WANT TO GET FUCKED UP I SUGGEST YOU GET THE FUCK OUT MY ROOM!"
My gaze snapped to the side since the door opened and closed while I was yelling at Keisha. The only reason I know her name is because I looked at her badge.
I expected to see a nurse or security guard trying to figure out what all the noise was about, but instead I see Malik standing there with a shocked expression on his face. He looked like he wanted to bust out in tears but I don't give a damn.
"Malik you better learn how to control your muthafuckin hoes because I promise you I'm not the one. This is the bitch you cheated on me with? A ol ugly gorilla lookin hoe? Both of y'all get the fuck out my damn room. Take her back to the fuckin zoo where she belong."
Malik tried to come closer to me but I mushed him just as hard as I mushed the bitch.
"GET THE FUCK OUT NOW!"
