Asia POV
I'm so sick of this bullshit, Every time, It's not even one time, it's EVERY FUCKING TIME, I try to do good, I'm always portrayed as the fucking bad guy. So to put an end to all the misery in everybody life's, I'm leaving. Khalid is done with me; obviously, so me and my princess is leaving this life behind us. My family is fucking torn to shreds and I have no fucking body. Everybody is portraying me as this psychological crazy bitch, but I'm fucking far from crazy. I swear people be making me loose my fucking mind. I can't even think fucking straight. My mind is running a mile a minute with thoughts on what the hell to do.
My phone started buzzing and I looked down at the caller ID. It was Justin.
"Hello" I answered sorting through the clothes I brought prior to Khali and the clothes Khali provided for me.
"Wassup You on the 3rd floor right" He questioned.
"Yes We in room 309"
"Damn, Well open the door I'm literally in front of the room" He laughed
"Okay" I said ending the phone call and unlocking the door.
"He-"He stopped mid-sentence." Damn, Asia, what the hell happened to you." He questioned. I shook my head and stood to the side.
"It's a lot of stuff going on right now." I said closing the door behind him and bringing my ponytail to the front" But how you been."
He starred at me for few seconds and shook his head, "I've been good but this isn't about me. Asia you know you're like a little sister to me and you and I both know if Desiree was sober and sane she wouldn't want this shit right here for you. You look a hot fucking mess. You can see the stress all over your face, what's really going on?"
I stared at him, and then I took a deep breath. " I hate my life Justin. I really do. I hate everything that it's become, honestly! Only good thing that has come out of all this pain is my lil bundle of joy back in the room. Other than that, it's been hell. My best friend, well ex-best friend, that shit is on and off and aggervating the fuck outta me she always acting like perfect Pattie, and want somebody to feel sorry for her and it's annoying. Khali just ugh, He's gone and never here!!! It's hard Justin, like I just wanna go and escape all of this shit. That's why I'm packing, making sure I leave all of Khali shit and stuff he bought me in the room. I can't stay here I wanna move the fuck on with my life. I'm done waiting!!"
"I feel you but you can't keep that man away from his baby." He said with raised eyebrows. "You know how much hell he'd cause"
"I'm not; I'll keep it cordial strictly co-parenting but I can't do that trapped here"
He nodded his head and dug in his pockets. "I'm giving you two options, your 19 years old Asia, and I'm honestly going to need you to choose this option wisely. Ok"
"What are you talking about. "I questioned. I was lost and confused.
He reached in his pocket and placed a thick wad of cash on the table.
"That right there is a hundred thousand dollars, I can give you this and have you start your life off as a young adult, choosing to live anywhere in the US, choosing a starter home,, getting your school and shit together. Or you can come back to Colorado with Taylor and I, take twenty-five thousand and stay with us while getting your shit together. Either choice, I 'ma need you to get your shit together"
I sat still and starred at the stack of money on the table debating on what the hell to do. Did I really wanna go ahead and start living on my own just yet , or did I wanna live with Justin and help raise Taylor?
