"LALIAAAAAAAAAA" My mom screamed. Tears ran down my face as I listened to m mother helpless cry. Knowing there isn't anything I can do to soothe her pain just crushes me on their inside. I stare at all my friends and family and watch as they sob at the lost of my beloved baby sister.
Only if I was there
Hadn't she be dead in the hospital
Only if I was there
To help ease the pain and stress she had to endure
Only if I was there
To...To be the big brother every little sister wished they had
Only If I was there
I know onlys , maybes and what if's won't bring her back. I just wish....I just wish I was there to stop her. Ou know. Instead of consuming an ass of medication, I could've gave her a blunt or two. It may not be recommended but at leaste I know she'd be here still.
"Family of Laila McCoy" A DAARK HAIRED WHITE NURSE SAID
We all stood to our feet.
"Laila bodyi snow able tobee seen, If you all would like to see her You can follow me "
We all linked except Nov, Khali , Tommy and Mel. I'm assuming Tommy and Mel didn't go because they couldn't deal with it, Nova and Khali had the kids, that's why.
I walked over to Mel and tapped her arm.
"Come on, She's in a better place now...."
"Leek don 't try to convince me to come see her, I don't want too. It's all just too much.. Leek...Laila..." She broke down crying." She's gone Leek she's gone. She's never coming back. She's dead. My baby sister is dead." She cried.
Tears flowed down my face as she broke down. Loosing a loved one is hard man, especially when you just seen them recently.
"I think you'll feel better after you see how peaceful she is."I said trying to encourage her.
"Leek why'd she take her life like that was it the baby?" She questioned
Tears blurred my vision but I quickly wiped them. I gotta try to be strong for my family.
"I don't know, Mel... I don't know"
"Hold my hand" She said standing up." And don't let it go till we leave."
I nodded and we got in line to go view Laila body.
We all walked down this long hallway into this cold ass room. Once we entered the room, the lady lead us over to the white sheet where Laila was. As soon as mama got a glimpse of the white sheet covering her she passed out. Aunt Lorraine caught her and fanned her.
"At a time like this, there's nothing more better to do than to Pray" Aunt Lorraine said.
We all gathered around Laila body and the nurse pulled the white sheet back.
"LAILAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA" Mel screamed. I grabbed her and brought her in my chest. "Why'd they have to take my sister." She cried. She held onto me and let out all her sobs.
"MY BABY!!!!!!!!!!!..........WHY????.......OH LAILA" Mama screamed.
Aunt Lorraine held mama and we all gathered hands. The room was filled with silence besides the frequent sniffles.
"Lord, We come onto you today to as you go togive strength to the McCoy famil. As in your word, Heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse the lepers, cast out demons, freely ou received , freely give. Lord and I know you're a miracle workers. The devil is busy today. Lord, He set's out to steal, kill and destroy and as said in your word" She began speaking in tougues" You came that the may have life and have it abundantly"
