Asia POV
My main focus as of now is myself and kids. Like many times before. But this time I'm serious. Khali don't want a relationship with me and I don't want no friends at this moment and that's including Nova. The drama that comes with repairing that friendship, I'm not really up for it. For one I'm the same Asia who accused her of being in love with Khali and the same asia who has no filter on my mouth. Nothing has changed about me and since we've tried to mend our friendship in the past and it didn't work, what makes her think that mending it now when nothing has changed , is going to make the friendship better. I just don't see how in thehell tha'ts about to work. I love her dearly but a friendship with her isn't something I need. It may sound harsh but hey, It is what it is. I have to focus on my self before I even attempt to focus on some one else. My kids and I are my top priority. I don't wish no hate on nobody , I'm fine. I don't have to be nobody friend in order to be cordial.
I believe that this new therapist that I've been seeing is actually doing me some type of good. His name is Dr. Locke. The sessions with him are so open and I can express almost anything to him. As we were trying to get to the root of my problem, he went wayyyyyyy back, to as far as I can remember and made me discuss my life story to him , family and relationship wise. I was a bit hesitant at first but I released it all. And boy did it feel good. Of course tears resurfaced but some happy thoughts did too. Those sessions are really good stress relievers. Every time I go I feel as if a big boulder has been lifted off my shoulder. I'm too anxious for my Wednesday session.
Right now, the kids are in school. Yepp, I enrolled them into school, they need to be getting some type of education while we're here. I don't want them to get put back for any reason. So I shipped their little asses to school. In the meantime, I can actually do some of my classes.
The school I was attending back in the states are actually letting me continue over here. However, my test have to be monitored via web cam. I don't care though because I'm still getting my education. Something I wanted oh so dearly.
"Mommy what are you doing?" Khali questioned plopping on the bed in the hotel room.
"Oh nothing looking over a paper I have due tomorrow." I said repositioning my glasses on my face. " What are you doing?"
"Nothing just sitting here watching you " He sighed. I peeped over my glasses as I glanced at him.
"Is there something you need?" I questioned. I knew that he wasn't just sitting there to sit there.
"No I'm ok" He smiled. I looked at him for a few more seconds and continued on with my paper. As I was writing I felt a pair of eyes starring a damn bullet through my skull. I looked up and there Khalid was starring at me.
"Khalid baby, Are you sure that you don't need anything"
"Okay, Yeah mommy, When you get a chance, we wanna go down to the beach."
"Did you all finish your homework."
"I did , but I don't know about Taylor. Did you wanna check it" He questioned.
"Yeah, Bring it here "I said straighting up the papers on my bed. I stacked them up and placed them on the nightstand beside the bed. I guess , I'll finish the paper before 12 tonight.
"Here you go" He said passing me the papers. I glanced over his homework and a smile crept onto my face. He got them all right.
"Yay baby, All of them are right" I said grabbing him and planting kisses on his face. He giggled.
"Okay, Okay, That's enough" He said removing my arms from around him. I smiled and kissed his forehead.
"I'm proud of you" I smiled
