Actions•Dolan Twins•

••Twenty-eight••

Jeff's POV

"Thanks" I thanked Avalon as I placed the ice pack she had just brought me on my bruised fist.

"How you feelin?" She asked me softly.

"Hurt" I answered. I don't know how I felt.

At first I was angry, then I was sad and now I'm just....empty.

When I thought that Rosa was mine she was basically my reason for being. Everything I did, I did for her. I don't even know what to do with myself now.

"Where's Mavis?" I asked.

"In your room" Avalon shrugged. "Look jeff-"

"Thanks for the ice pack Ava but I don't want to talk about this." I got up leaving her on the couch before heading upstairs to where Mavis was.

I knocked on the door softly before going inside.

"Hey" I sat next to her on my bed.

"Remember that time in the eighth grade when we found that puppy and we brought it home with us, hoping to keep it. And at first Mary said no but after some convincing she said we could. Then it got hit by a car two weeks later?" She sniffled.

"Yeah, you names it pickles" I nodded.

"This hurts so much worse than loosing pickles" her voice cracked before she burst into tears.

I pulled her in for a hug.

"How could he?" She sobbed into my shoulder and I couldn't help but tear up myself. I've just lost what may have been one of the most important people in my life. "He lied to me, for so long"

"Shh, it's going to be okay" I rocked us back and forth softly trying to calm her violent sobs.

"It's not going to be okay!" She got up escaping my grasp. "Our whole relationship was basically a lie! Oh I was so fucking stupid! I should've never forgiven him after Emma, how did I find a way to blame myself for that? That was all on him but I wanted so bad to salvage our relationship because I was too afraid to lose him, but-....but now I don't want to see his face ever again!"

I just sat there watching her cry and rant. I cared about what she was sayin, I really did. But I was really just thinking about what I had been through these past few months.

I loved that little girl so much, she was my everything. I would've done anything for her. For once in my life I felt at peace. Just me and my little girl but it was all a lie.

The bond Rosie and I had was real but I don't know. I don't know what the fuck I'm going to do now. It would be wrong to just leave her but I couldn't see Rachelle, I was to angry.

A pound on the front door cut off Mavis's ranting. We waited for a few seconds before we heard Ava's footsteps.

"It's Grayson" she said to us and I looked at Mavis.

"I don't want to see him" she said wiping her tears.

"I got this"

I jogged down the stairs swinging the front door wide open. Before he could say anything I shoved him, he fell down the three steps that led to my door way.

"Just let me talk to her" he tried to get up but I shoved him to the ground again.

"Now why would I do that?" I asked fighting the urge to kick him in the head.

"I need to talk to her, I have to explain myself, please" he sat looking up at me.

"Grayson you-" I didn't even know what the fuck to say to this guy. "You are a shit person, you walk around with that charming smile making people think you're the good guy but Grayson you are a shit person. What kind of person lies to the 'love of their life'?"