A/N rant

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You don't have to read this but someone was being an irrelevant bitch to me saying I HAD to tell everyone why I'm "so depressed"

So just for you, jackass;

One of my suuuper close friends - call her Yas - was self harming, and so was I but it's not very relevant. We sort of talked to each other about it, not really seeing it as an issue. If anything, we got closer because of it. And then another one of our close friends - call her Jan - at the time found out about it. She was very concerned and shouted at us when we laughed about her freaking out , cause we didn't really like her much so we didn't really care about what she thought or said.

But everyday jan would grab us and pull up our sleeves (which by the way was really fricking annoying and made me wanna slap her) and shout every time she would see new marks. (We didn't really like razors cuz we needed them not coated with blood so we used scissors) and would always take scissors when we would need them in lessons for actual work.

But then another one of our ex close friends - call her mya - found out. We used to l o v e this girl, and about a year ago we would fight over her cuz we loved her so much (not like sexually but we were jealous of each other's friendship), so it really surprised us when Mya had told our group of friends that yas only self harmed cuz she wanted to look cool infront of me.

This stung and we didn't talk to her for like a week. We eventually confronted her about it and asked her if she really said this. She blamed it on Jan, saying she had started it. We asked Jan and she had said it was mya. So we totally blocked them out.

Fast forward about nine months (baby is born) and mya had striked again. She had started multiple fights online with myself and yas but every time we confronted her, she would pretend to have no idea or not say shit, which was so fucking annoying.

Again, two moths later, closer to now, an instagram groupchat was made, with a group of about thirty students. Most of them were the weirdos ( the type that hump eachother and go on about gangbangs, usually guys ) and mya was in it. I hadn't texted a thing, when suddenly I got a wad of texts on my normal iMessages.

It was a bunch of people asking for nudes, sexts, and all kinds of sexual fantasies. Of course I blocked every single number. I quickly found out that Mya had sent a picture of my phone number to the chat and the biggest weirdo had posted it on his page, along with almost all of the people I hated in the chat.

I went up to her and confronted her , "whatever, I don't have time for you. I didn't send that, what are you talking about," when I had PROOF that she did it.

But then several teachers came over and separated us, cuz I was literally two inches away from her garlic breath.

I've never regretted not fighting a teacher just to slap a bitch more.

So yeah, that's basically why I feel so shitty. She's fucking up my mental health and acting like it's okay. No joke, there are nights where I literally can't sleep cuz I just cry, but nobody knows cuz I'm supposed to be the badass bitch that'll smack u straight if you say something she don't like.

I'm not a psycho that will smack you if you say fuck off, but if you're downright offensive then everyone will know why you got a red face

So that's the reason behind my state. Okay; bye now

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