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Chapter 39

~The Next Night~
•9:30•

<Tiana's P.O.V>

It's either I'm paranoid or I'm just really hearing shit. I sat up from my bed closely and listened to the noise. I heard footsteps going back and forth in front of the door. Slowly getting up from my bed and tip toed towards the door, I looked through the peep hole to see none other than Chris. I sighed and opened the door.

"Damnit Chris" I said to him.

He stopped pacing back and forth and he looked at me "H-Hey Baby"

"Why are you outside my door? I thought you were Michael Myers or some shit"

He laughed "Scary ass"

"Seriously Chris, why are you here?"

"You really wanna know? I needed to talk to somebody but I don't have any friends"

I rolled my eyes "You got Joyner"

"I don't wanna talk to his ass, I wanted to talk to you. You always listen to me"

I sighed "Talk to me next week"

As I was about to close the door Chris stopped it with his foot.

"Ok you wanna know why I'm really here? I wanted you to unblock my number"

"Why? So you can blow my phone up, I don't think so hun"

He laughed "Do you know how much I care about you?"

"I know" I looked down.

"It's honestly hard for me to stay away from you....even though I know you need space I just can't stay away."

I hugged him and felt his arms wrap around my body. He was so warm. How can someone so loving be so demented in the mind. Well Trauma of course, I blame his no good having ass momma. But at the same time I love him like this, he loves hard.

"Chris listen to me, I'll see you next week... please let me relax and be alone. And I want you to know that I really do love you"

He looked at me and tears fell down his face "You love me?"

"Baby don't cry" I pulled him into my arms. I felt so bad for him, he was damaged.

"I can't stop it, I just feel so bad for hurting you. You deserve so much better"

"Chris have you been taking your medicine"

He shook his head no "It atones me, basically holds me back from my real feelings. I can't hide my feelings for you I love you too much"

"Can you take them for me? Please?" I said this while holding his face.

"I can't promise anything"

"Baby please?" I begged.

He mumbled "Alright"

After that I kissed him. "Thank you baby"

He made the biggest smile ever and nodded "I love you Tiana"

"I love you too Chris, now go home and get some rest"

He kissed me again then he left the hotel.

~1 week later~

<Chris P.O.V>

This has been the LONGEST week ever. I called Tiana every fucking day but it never went through obviously because I'm blocked. I knew I was but I just wanted to hear her voice. Little does she know every night I'd sneak in her room and watch her sleep. She was so damn beautiful, I just couldn't stay away from her. Sometimes when she woke up I would just hide under the bed so she won't catch me.