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Chapter 52

~Sunday ~
•10:30 am•

<Tiana's P.O.V>

I decided to go to therapy to get some help, I was tired of being bitter and constantly holding grudges. I felt bad for taking my anger and frustrations out on other people. My care giver rolled me into Dr.Evans office and left the room.

"Hi I'm Tiana Williams, I called you last week about today's session"

He got up and shook my hand "Oh yes I remember, So may I ask why decided to come to my office today?"

"I currently battle a severe bipolar disorder, I'd throw random tantrums and I'd hold obsessive grudges towards people. My friend gave me your information as a reference because I needed to find a good specialist that could help me."

"Do you know what triggered this?"

I sighed "I always had this disorder but I calmed down. But I was recently in a car accident and I lost my child during the process"

"I'm sorry this might be random but I heard this familiar story from another patient"

"Well you probably have heard it because my friend is one of your patients"

He sat on his desk in a deep thought trying to figure out who I was talking about.

"Can you tell me their name?"

I spoke up "Christopher Brown, he was the father of my child. We kind of clashed but now me and him are just friends"

"Ok I remember now. If you mind me asking because both of you play a role to why you actually came here. Do you still love him?"

I know how I feel but I'm scared to tell because what if he goes back to Chris and tell him what I said.

"Me and Chris are friends rebuilding our relationship"

The therapist chuckled "I see you like to dance around the question."

"I didn't I gave you an answer"

"You didn't. It was a yes or no question Ms.Williams, but by the way you danced around the question I already know the answer"

I scrunched my face up "So you think I'm in love with Chris?"

"I never said that, you did"

I stayed silent for a minute and looked down. I can't deny my feelings for Chris.

I sighed and looked back up "How much I tried to hate him and make him feel my pain, I...I still love him. But I pushed him away so much that I doubt that he feels the same way."

"Do you still want to be in a relationship with him?"

I hesitated "N-no... and yes, I just want both of us to get better before we jump back into our relationship....well that's if he still has feelings for me"

"Ms. Williams are you free Tuesday?"

"Yeah most likely"

He smiled "Good we're going to start our weekly sessions every Tuesday at 10:30"

"Ok cool, that's fine with me I just have to inform my caregiver so she can bring me" I smiled.

"That's good well your dismissed for today. I'll see you Tuesday Ms. Williams" he reached for a hand shake.

I shook his hand and spoke "See you next Tuesday Dr.Evans"

<Chris P.O.V>

Yesterday Joyner was bugging the fuck out. This nigga really pulled a gun on me, I mean this not the first time but this time was different. I don't know what it was but it wasn't him. Instead of calling him to come back to my crib I decided to pop up at his crib unannounced.