Chapter 44

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<Tiana's P.O.V>

I woke up in a hospital bed feeling so much pain I could barely move. I saw a doctor walk up to me after he noticed I was finally up.

"Ms. Williams, You were in a terrible car accident" he started.

The first thing I could barely say was "Is my baby ok?"

"I'm sorry to inform you Ms. Williams but your child didn't make it"

I felt my heart drop to the pit of my stomach, I couldn't believe the words that I was hearing.

Then I squealed "My baby"

"I'm so sorry for your loss ma'am... me and the nurses will leave you alone for a bit then we're going to send your family in."

I stared blankly at the ceiling while tears rolled down my face. As the doctor and the nurses were leaving I noticed one girl stayed and sat next to me.

"H-hi I'm Lauren.... I don't mean to bother you and I'm so sorry for your loss"

"I can't believe my child is gone" I continued to cry.

I seen her eyes welling up then she spoke "I want to be the first to tell you because I never knew about a lot of things until today"

"Go ahead"

"For a couple of months I've been secretly in a relationship with your boyfriend. He never told me about you, if he did I promise I wouldn't have messed with his trifling ass. I just found out not too long ago when I seen him in the waiting room"

I grew silent, all I could feel was hate and betrayal.

"Thank you for telling me"

"No problem, I just had to speak to you woman to woman because the situation was so wrong and I feel so horrible" She said as she was about to cry.

I shushed her "You didn't know it's not your fault....Blame Chris ass he's in the wrong"

She nodded "If you need me or the other nurses just press the red button on the side of your bed ok?"

"Alright"

After that she left. I just kept staring at the ceiling. I was heated, I felt played, and I was slowly feeling disturbed mentally. I couldn't deal with this pain.

<Chris P.O.V>

The Doctor said me and Joyner can finally see Tiana. I honestly was hurt, I didn't want to see her down. I walked in the room Tiana was in and I seen that she was wide awake just crying while looking at the ceiling. It broke my heart to see her like this knowing we just lost a child.

"My baby" she quietly cried.

"Tiana" I spoke.

She slowly turned her head in pain just to look at me "My baby is gone"

"I'm so sorry Tiana"

She struggled to raise her voice then she just sighed "Chris please get out, I don't want to see your face"

"But Tiana" I said while my voice croaked.

Tiana pushed the button next to her bed alerting the nurses to come in.

"I hate you with everything in my soul, I don't even wanna look at you."

My heart shattered into pieces. All the hurt and guilt started eating me up alive. This was my fault. I ruined my relationship and lost my child.

"Chris come on" I heard Joyner say while grabbing my shoulder.

I shoved his hand off my shoulder and walked over to Tiana's bed.

"I Love You Tiana, I'm So Sorry" I said crying.

She chuckled while still being in pain "The same way how you Loved Lauren?"

"Chris what she talking about?" Joyner asked.

Tiana continued "Ask Chris"

I began to stutter. Soon the nurses walked in and I seen Lauren walk in.

"You told her?"

Lauren looked at me with pure disgust in her eyes "Yes I did you asshole, how could you?"

I wanted to kill this bitch. Anger filled my eyes and I stormed out of the room not even thinking about Joyner.

"Chris!!"

Joyner stopped me dead in my tracks

"What's going on with you? What was Ti talking about in there?"

I yelled out in frustration "I Fucked Up Ok?! I Cheated On Tiana While She Was Pregnant! On top of that the nurse that was in there was the girl I cheated on her with. Now I lost my girl and my child."

Joyner sighed "I'm disappointed in you Chris, that girl was there for you when nobody else was and you turn around and disrespect her? That's fucked up and I know you feel that guilt"

I turned my back on him and just cried, I was so fucked up I didn't even know what to do.

"I'm gonna go home... I'll call you later" I said lowly.

I walked back to my car and drove home. I walked inside our nursery and sat in the rocking chair. I just cried while holding the little teddy bear in my arms rocking back and forth.

I sat in that chair just thinking about the memories I had when I first found out she was pregnant. I was so happy then. I stood up and walked over to the babies crib. I saw an envelope and picked it up. On the outside of the envelope it said: From Tiana, To: Chris

I opened it and inside was an ultrasound picture and a note.

I looked at the picture and smiled then I read the note which was dated 2 months ago:

-Hey Baby,

I wanted this to be a big surprise for you

I kept it a secret for a few days but now you're

gonna know because you're reading lol, But

anyways I'm happy to pronounce that we are

having a Baby Boy!!!!

P.S- You're going to be an amazing daddy , I Love Youuuu!!!!

A tear rolled down my face now landing on the paper. I looked back at the ultrasound picture to see my little boy.

We were planning to name him
: Marcell Joyner Brown

I wanted him to have Joyner name because that's the only man I actually respected and looked up to.

But if we had a girl we would've named her
:Tiara Rose Brown.

The name Rose was very special to me and Tiana. It always signified our love. I gave Tiana her first rose when I confessed my love to her. I gave her more when she came back home after I fucked up the first time expressing how much love I had for her.

Anyways I put the picture back inside the crib and I dragged myself back to my room and plopped on my bed. My eyes were puffy and swollen from crying, I just closed them and drifted off to sleep.





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