Back From Past || Jikook Book 2 (Series 1)✔

Chapter 23|| Awarness

|Jungkook's POV|

"Sunmi I need your help, Jimin is not in a good state at all and I've tried so hard already but I-" 

"What? Wait Jungkook, you're talking too fast-"

"I can't do anything about this and I just hate how helpless I am and-"

"Jungkook-ah, listen."

She spoke loudly but still calmly to make me slow down and also calm down a bit.

"I have no idea what's going on, but I can tell that whatever it is, it's not good. Listen, if you can explain to me what's happening I'll take the needed measures but you'll need to calm down first."

I heavily breathed in and out until I finally calmed down to explain everything to Sunmi through the phone. "Alright.. So um.. I don't know much but reasently Jimin has been taking less and less care for himself to a point where he started to not sleep, eat, and in the end.. he locked himself in his room.. Just to study.. I don't know, maybe there's more to it.. He's just refusing to tell me anything, and I feel like he doesn't trust me enough to tell me.." I explained all I could feeling how my voice cracks and tears fall down my cheeks once again. There was a moment of silence as I persume that Sunmi was thinking about what I just told her.

"Okay, firstly; Jimin loves you dearly, and the reason why he refuses to tell you this kind of stuff is because he doesn't want to cause trouble for others, even if it hurts him dearly. Secondly, I'm coming to America on the first flight I can find, can you please send me the details through a text message?"

"Y-yeah.. sure.." I said taking in all the information and soon ending the call. I took another big breath in and breath out as I analysed any small things I could do to help this siutation stop from getting worse, what was the worst though, is that I couldn't figure anything out. So instead, I went over to Jimins door and hoped to god that it was open.

It wasn't..

So I knocked..

"Jimin... please reply to me if you can hear me.." I said quietly but loudly enough for Jimin to hear me, at least I hope.. But I was only met with the deadly silence. "Alright.. if you don't want to talk.. that's fine, but please remember that I still love you and it hurts me to see you runing yourself like this. Goodnight..." I trailed off shortly after going back to my room where I decided I should try getting some sleep. I was somewhat hoping that in that moment where I tried speaking to Jimin once again, he'd be asleep soundly in his bed but the other half of me knew that he's far too deep in that lake of over-working.

With pain and frustration I managed to close my eyes and drift off to sleep.

I woke up in the afternoon being completely alone in the apartment as today both Alex and Jimin had classes. I wasn't feeling that great today and had no idea what I should do with myself. I just sat on my bed cuddling a pillow that previously I was sleeping on and stared out the window that was letting in the bright sun through the curtains.

For some reason even though the sun was so bright it felt like it's light was somewhat sad. As if the sun actually wants to meet the Earth but since it's so far away all it can do is brighten it up from it's dark sorrows with it's delicate, warm light.

I soon turned my attention from the window and the sun to the hazel wooden floor in the room as I stared at it emotionless.

I really hope Sunmi will be able to bring things back to normal, after all, she knows most about Jimin then I'll ever know.

That's right..

I still don't know that much about him and what's worse.. he doesn't really want to open up to me.