Life of Fear

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Hello ! Enjoy a picture of Gianni and his motorcycle and a new chapter

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Hello ! Enjoy a picture of Gianni and his motorcycle and a new chapter.

Jolene woke up in the softest lavender sheets as the sun hit her face. She must have fell asleep in the tub because she didn't remember moving or putting on this large T-shirt.

It was soft. And smelt like him. She couldn't stomach that fact that it smelt great. She loosened up her messy tight curls and yawned.

She slid out bed before going exploring. She would never admit it but she liked the orderly home. Gianni looked like he would be a neat freak so she wasn't that surprised that his house was prim and proper without a speck of dust or dirt.

She walked in to the open kitchen and took the liberty to get some orange juice from the fridge. She sat at the counter and drank her glass as she ate one of the apples off the dish in the center.

If Jolene was into the white picket fence life, she would probably want a home like this. But she wasn't. She didn't want to play house with Gianni. Hell she didn't even know if she could love her child correctly.

Some people were never meant to be mothers and she was one of them. But some were born to be fathers and Gianni was one of them. She kept the baby because it deserved a chance regardless of her feelings and Gianni wanted it. She knew he would be a great father and with him the kid had a chance.


Gianni didn't hold back his feelings about her pregnancy termination in the hospital. That had to be the first time she ever saw Gianni fight for something he wanted without thinking about pleasing everyone. She saw the desperation. He wanted this child more than anything. He had so much pain in his eyes once Jolene told him she was going to do what she was going to do.

And as much as Jolene liked to believe she doesn't have a heart, she had enough of one not to hurt him like that. She was going to just suck it up, not because he made her but because she wanted to do one thing to repay him for what he's done for her. Maybe then he would be out of her life.

He and this child didn't need her around.

Best case, Gianni takes full custody and Jo could just visit. But even that wasn't satisfying for her. Why did she think sex was the answer?! Sex is stupid and after all this she decided she was never having it again.

She continued to venture through the house until she saw a room with the door cracked and the light streaming in. She poked her head through and saw Gianni shirtless as he painted on a canvas.

He had messy bed hair and a golden chain around his neck. With each stroke of the paint brush, his muscles flexed. D*mn.

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