One Month (Camren FanFic)

Day 21

Lauren's POV:

It didn't happen, it didn't happen, it didn't happen.

Fucking hell it happened.

"Hey babe." Luis suddenly said walking into my dorm room carrying a bunch of books.

"Hi." I told him nervously as he kissed my forehead.

"I have huge news." He said leaving the pile of heavy books on the table.

"I have to tell you something as well." I said playing anxiously with my fingers.

I couldn't lie to him, especially so close to the wedding. Luis deserved to know what had happened, even if it meant breaking his heart and maybe even our commitment.

"Wait, you're going to love what I have to say. Do you remember when I told you we wouldn't be able to go on our honeymoon right away because I couldn't miss class?" Luis asked me smirking.

"Yeah."

"Well, I talked to my professors and they told me they could make a huge exception if I started taking night courses as well. So, I just bought our tickets for Italy, and we leave right after the wedding." He said hugging me excitedly.

"Wow, that's... Amazing." I told him faking a smile. Why the fuck does he keep doing stuff like that right after I screw up?

"Yeah, I mean it won't be easy to balance so many different classes and I'll barely have any free time, but it's totally worth it because I can't wait to spend a week in Italy, just the two of us." Luis said smiling and wrapped his arms around me again. "You don't seem excited at all though, is everything okay? You've been acting weird since yesterday."

Fuck no it isn't.

"Yeah, I'm just tired." I said pretending to yawn.

"Okay... What did you want to tell me?" He asked worriedly.

I couldn't keep it from him. I had lied about kissing Camila before, and it definitely hadn't felt right. But, he had worked so hard to make me happy. It was almost like he knew and wanted to make me feel guilty for being such a horrible girlfriend.

"Nothing, it wasn't that important. I'm just really happy about Italy." I stupidly decided to say and kissed Luis's lips. I couldn't do it. I couldn't ruin what he had planned for us. I guess that makes me a complete coward, but I just couldn't tell him the truth. I had already screwed up one too many times, and even though I knew it wasn't the right choice, I decided to lie again.

"Good, there's nothing I wouldn't do to make you happy Lauren, that's all I want in life." Luis said with a huge smile plastered on his face. "I love you so much, I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you."

"I love you too." But guilt was eating me inside. I didn't even know why I had kissed her again. It had been an impulsive stupid decision, and Camila luckily stopped me right away, but I just didn't understand my body sometimes. She just looked so perfect, and all of the sudden my lips had kissed hers, and I didn't really realize what was happening until she gently pushed me away.

"I should get going though, I have a huge test in like an hour and I have to finish studying. I just wanted to let you know about the good news." He said kissing my temple. "I'll take you out to dinner tonight though for a proper celebration."

"Sounds great. Good luck on your test." I told him faking a smile and watched him walk hurriedly out of my dorm room.

"Great." I mumbled and frustratedly ran my fingers through my hair. I was officially the worst human being on Earth. And not just because I had lied to my fiancé's face about cheating, but because I had once again played with Camila's feelings. When had I become such a selfish little bitch? I wouldn't be surprised if Camila doesn't talk to me again after what happened. I literally kissed her out of nowhere, she pulled apart awkwardly and then I ran away. Like, who the hell does that? I didn't even give her a proper explanation of what had happened, I just ran away like a stupid little child.