X Reader Oneshots

Kyoya PT. 2

a/n sorry for anything that doesn't make sense or spelling mistakes i'm freezing so my hands are typing fast and may jerk without me realizing i put something else. my brain is also dead from tests.

i was shocked and confused. "k-kyoya what are you doing?" i ask timidly.

"taking a break" he says before walking to the small sofa along the wall under a window. he grabs a book swiftly from the top of the bookcase sitting down. i stay where i am silently. he glances up at me. "what." he growls.

"why did you bring me with if you need a break?" i ask.

"because you're my fiancée and it'll look bad if you're not around me." he says before opening the book. i nod and look around. the room isn't furnished other then the sofa and bookcase. the walls are white and quite boring and there's no light, just the window. i decide to stand by the door till he's ready to go back out.

"come here." he says annoyed. confused i walk over to him.

mumbling i ask, "yes?"

"sit down i'm going to be in here awhile. i hate my family, judgmental bitches." he mutters begining to read. i sit on the floor and he rolls his eyes setting the book down. "what are you doing." he asks.

"sitting?" i respond questioningly.

"sit up here you smart ass." he growls. the sofa was small, i would nearly be on his lap if i were to sit on it.

"i'm g-"

"no listen and sit up here with me." he growls. silently i nod and sit by him. as suspected i was nearly on top of him. kyoya ignored the awkward position and continues to read. I stay awkwardly sitting on his lap as kyoya reads before I begin to get bored. I peer over kyoyas arm to try and see what he's reading. he tries ignoring me I assume but after a moment he sighs.

"what know y/n" he groans.

"nothing i'm just trying to read." I explain peering over his arm again. kyoya pushes me back getting up to look through the titles on the book shelf.

"well your breathing on me is annoying so cut it out." he growls.

"I have no room it's not my fault you told me to sit on this tiny ass sofa with you!" I retort. kyoya turns his grey eyes cut through me as he grabs my arm.

"a lady like you shouldn't use such language you know" he hums in my ear lowly. 

I couldn't bite my lip oh no I had to give it to myself and give a smart ass reply getting me in trouble with the shadow knight "well then I guess i'm no lady"

"well then," he smirks devilishly, "i'll have to fix that don't you think." and with that he closed the curtains leaving us in dark for the most part.

"how will the dark fix that?" I ask actually curious but also partially nervous. of course I wouldn't let that show.

"oh not the dark what we do in the dark" he says before kissing me roughly pushing me onto the couch. shocked I don't know what to do; on one hand we're going to be married in the future, on the other I don't know him really at all. he kisses harder his hands travelling down my body to my waist and then my back.

I tilt my head away from him enough to speak, "kyoya what are you doing. I think we should go back out." I mumble only for him to growl in response.

"I don't care I don't like anyone out there. now hush im showing you my love." he says as he unzips my dress. I see what he means and try telling him to stop. kyoya pulls back to look me in the eyes. "y/n listen I understand you're worried but please. I want to show you something I know im at least fairly good at. let me prove at least to myself im not worthless like they all say. I have a future." he explains his voice beginning to constrict and his grip on my dress tightening as he thinks about everything he's been told. I stay silent shocked, he just turned sex into a way to prove himself to himself? 

"kyoya you're more than anything they call you. so much more than what they say and what you believe. you don't need to prove yourself i swear." i keep my voice as gentle as i can as i look into his grey eyes, broken and hurt. he keeps his grip on my dress as i see tears form. i gently take his hands off and hug him letting him sob onto my shoulder.

"i'm nothing compared to them, i'm pathetic." he mumbles and i begin to pet his hair.

"shhh kyoya trust me you're so much more than that. you are so smart-"

"not as smart as you." he interrupts.

"and you're the vice president of a club. that's a lot of responsibility and you're still the top in your classes." i say holding the shaking and sobbing kyoya in my arms.

i finally am able to calm him as he lets me hold him and pet his hair. we stay in that position for around 1/2 an hour until he's calm enough. he sits up and stands. "i'm guessing dinner will begin soon we should go out." he says his voice no longer wavering.

i nod smiling gently at the boy whom i will one day marry and get up.