Her Thoughts

What Am I Going To Write?

Here I am,
Lying on this spacious bed,
Thinking about you,
About those times when I still have you.

Poems and stories,
Both have an ending,
But with different worries,
And plot twists.

I'm planning to write a poem,
A poem that will touch everyone's heart,
A poem where there's "you" and "me",
A poem that describes "us".

And I also want to share our story,
When there's still "you and me",
All thanks to destiny,
But reality is our biggest enemy.

How am I going to write a poem,
When there's nothing to be described?
How am I going to write a poem,
When "you" and "me" never existed?

What story will I share?
When in the very beginning,
There's no "you and me",
That destiny is not even real.

In the process of realization,
"You and Me" was just a fiction,
A wonderful imagination,
And a painful illusion.

So, what am I going to write?
Our love story that never existed,
The one that never had a happy ending,
Our story that pierced my heart.