Her Thoughts

There's No Such Thing Is Forever

You and I were together ,
Feeling the happiness and contentment with each other,
That you and I will never be over,
Believing that what we have will last forever.

Or so I thought....

One day I just woke up feeling different,
I just woke up feeling the hollow inside me,
Gone the happiness and contentment,
I suddenly stopped believing that our love will last forever.

What is happening to me?
Why am I no more happy?
Or is it just me?
Believing that with each other, we are happy.

Then he came into the picture,
Giving me the easiest procedure,
On how to be happily contented,
Without taking it to a sorrowful end.

He was with me when you were nowhere to be found,
When I was crying with a painful sound,
When you ditch me on our anniversary,
And that's when I unconsciously started committing infidelity.

I didn't know that I was falling for him,
That everytime we were together,
I was thinking about him,
Thinking if I should get this over.

And then the most forbidden day came,
You saw a photo of us in the middle of flame,
I couldn't help but to feel guilty and ashamed,
Because I was the one to be blamed.

"What was that?",
"Can you explain me what I just saw?",
"Is that you with another man?",
"Do you still love me?"

I was caught up, tongue tide.
I was not able to speak or even utter a word,
Because I was slowly breaking as I see you hurt,
Seeing you hurt, hurts me too.

Hurting you is the last thing I would do,
But as I look at you,
I know I'm already breaking you,
So I told you all what I did to you.

Instead of feeding you with lies,
I told you nothing but the truth,
Even though you won't forgive me as time flies,
I just wanted you to know that I regretted the pain that I brought.

We loved each other,
But it is not enough to make us together forever,
And we can't have it by having each other,
Because there's no such thing is forever.

Goodbye for now my love,
I hope someday,
You will find the woman that will give you an ethernal love,
Because the forver love that I knew?
It was not even real,
Cause forever love is for a very long time,
While eternal love is timeless.