BTS Angsts

One Last Time/ BTS x Army

Your POV

You're sitting on your bed, watching some old BTS videos. You've stayed a fan of them since their debut, even though you are an adult now. Your friend, who's also an Army, sends you a text about their next concert. You're shocked about the short notice and looked us the release date of the tickets right away. They're dropping tomorrow and you're definitely not as prepared as you usually are. You grab all of your devices and charge them over night.

The next morning, you feel your heart racing. You skip work today, just to get tickets, but you have a feeling you'll get them. Your three other friends also are trying to get tickets so you feel good about this.

You check the clock and then they release. With every devise you can, you try to get through. The site is going super slow but you miraculously get to the tickets. Floor seats are still left so you buy four right in front. You jump up and down in excitement, you're so ready for this concert. You tell your friends the good news are they can't believe it either. Now all you have to do is wait a month and a half.

Concert Day

You're so glad your seats are reserved and you don't have to camp out. You see Army's who are about your age, younger, and older. Everyone still has their spirit from their youth, I guess we are forever young. The doors open and everyone rushes in. You and you're friends head to the front and are amazed how close you are.

A few hours later and the concert finally starts. You've noticed BTS's music has changed a lot from really energetic songs to more slow and soft ones. They come out from under the stage looking like they aged backwards. Their bright beautiful smiles appear on their faces and they start their first song. Their dancing has slowed down but you understand that they've gotten older now. It takes you back to their love yourself era where they started to gain more fans. After their first song they start to talk to the fans.

J-hope: I'm you're hope, you're my hope, I'm J-hope!!

You notice his eyes start to tier up. You though nothing of it at the time, maybe it was happy tears. The concert continues with their happy faces and bright energy. They take a pause and RM starts to speak.

"Hi guys! Are you having fun? Thank you guys for coming here tonight to support us. The amount of love we're still getting is amazing and we're so thankful. To me I believe every beautiful things has to come to an end. This night is almost over and sadly, so is BTS."

The crowd goes silent. You look around to see everyone in shock. So this is their goodbye concert? Tears start to fill your eyes and you can hear others crying in the back.

"I know, I'm so sorry. We would love to continue this career, but we knew we couldn't do this forever. Our bodies are slowing down and our contract is expiring. We have been so blessed to have this opportunity to have fans like you guys, and.."

RM pauses and starts to cry. All the other members are in tears, but by now, everyone in the stadium is too.

"And I love you guys so much. Please give around of applause to the rest of the members and we would like to applaud you. All of you have shown us the light in the darkest times and we know we have another family to go to. BTS will never forget you guys and again, we thank you."

RM pulls the guys into their last group hug together. The rest of the members can't even get words out so instead they pose with finger hears, walking around the stage. You and your friends make eye contact with Suga, Jungkook, Jimin, and Namjoon. They all mouth to you, I love you which makes you and your friends cry even more. They start moving into a line and you hear 2!3! start playing. Army's around you are crying hysterically. They start singing, but none of the lyrics can come out. Then, Army's start singing the song for them. You sing along too and see BTS crying even more. When the song is over, they bow and get descended down under the stage. They wave their last goodbyes and no one can even move. The stadium is full of cries and sadness. No one would forget that moment.

When you get home, you can't even sleep. You rewatch the videos you took and start seeing the notifications of their disbandment. BTS was a band that could make you happy and sad at the same time. Their messages they spread were powerful and unforgettable. You've noticed that you were happier with them around and realize how sad you'll be without them. But you remembered they taught you to love yourself and find who you really are. Now you will show them what you learned by doing it yourself, and continue it through your life. You'd never forget them and tell your kids in the future what good hearted people they were.

"Thank you," you whisper and start to close your eyes.