BTS Angsts

Looking At Me/Seokjin

"Don't just stand there staring, honey. Try to move your feet. If you think they're looking at you. They looking at me."

Your POV

I was shivering in a corner of my bathroom for the millionth time. I mean I lost count of how many times I've found myself hiding in a corner because of Seokjin yelling at me.

How it even got to this point, I wasn't sure.

We were so happy. In fact, there was no word that could describe how in love we were.

Flashback

"Y/N! Y/N!" A reporter called.

I turned my focus to the camera which was now pointed in my direction.

"Tell me Y/N. This steamy romance drama with your gorgeous co-star Kim Seokjin has got to be stirring some emotions in your heart. It's your break-out role and you're acting alongside Kim Seokjin, there must be some jittery feelings going on," the reporter chimed.

I smiled politely, "To be honest, it's all been very surreal. I'm truly thankful to the director for believing in me and giving me the role when so many more experienced actresses has auditioned. It's been very crazy, so I haven't really thought too much about the whole topic of Kim Seokjin and his beauty, but he's been a wonderful co-star and has been very polite and charming with showing me the ropes."

The reporter looked stunned, "So you're not madly in love with the Kim Seokjin?"

"I admire him as an actor and an artist. But I wouldn't say that any romantic feelings are involved," I chuckled nervously.

I was not an expert in, nonchalant answers, so I hoped that what I gave was enough.

I arrived at the building we were filming in, when a strong hand wrapped around my waist.

"You admire me as an actor and an artist. But not as a lover hmm?" Seokjin stared deeply into my eyes.

I swallowed hard, "I was being professional. I don't want to be involved in any scandals when my career is just taking off."

He smirked, moving his head so that his mouth was right next to my ear, "But maybe I don't want to be professional."

End of Flashback

The rest was history. We eventually did end up falling in love and were going strong for a good two years.

But recently, for about a month, it just seemed like he was bored or uninterested. It was hard to describe, but he was never present when we were together. At first I thought I was crazy. Why would he ever do that? So I blew it off.

But his distance only grew. Suddenly he was home later, my calls always went to voicemail, and my texts were never read.

At the time I figured he was busy because he was filming for a drama, so once again, I let it steamroll.

It continued for a while until the truth came out. I was walking home from dinner with my manager who was also my best friend. While we were walking she motioned towards a gas station and pointed at a couple.