BTS Angsts

Tear, Tear, Fear/Rapline

"Love is joy and destruction. When you fall in love, keep that in the back of your mind."

Namjoon POV

I sat alone at my table. It used to hold the three best friends the world could ever know. Friends who knew each other since they were practically born. Two people I could trust with my whole life and know well enough they have my back.

It's weird to think we threw that all of that away. And for what? Some girl.

But...

She's not just some girl.

She's more than just some girl.

She's the girl.

The moment she walked onto this campus I could feel our instant connection.

No one understood me the way she did.

She was special. Her smile lit up the room in a magical and warm way.

I felt my heart falter every time I was around her.

Which was a lot, because every chance I got, I would go to her and be with her.

She was so endearing and interesting.

Every word uttered from her sweet lips was like a spell cast upon me.

I was caught in a trance with her every move.

But her spell, became more like a curse as the days went by.

I threw away a lot for her.

She wove her way carefully into my heart, only to take the needle and puncture my naive heart.

But maybe I'm exaggerating.

It's my fault.

It's our fault.

The tears started falling out of the eyes that once looked for her.

But these tears weren't for her.

They were for them.

These tears were caused by all of us.

Yoongi POV

My two best friends were sitting alone, miles apart from each other.

And I, a coward was walking away from the both of them, instead of towards them to fix this.

We should've seen it coming.

I guess after being best friends for years you sort of adopt traits from each other.

I guess this was one.

When she arrived here, I didn't see everyone's fuss with her.

She was chill.

But it wasn't like she was special.

At least that's what I thought.