VIII

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Misha picked me up from school. It felt like someone was twisting my insides painfully. Then, Misha asked the question I dreaded. "What happened?"

I took a deep breath and questioned if I should tell the truth or not. I decided I would tell him later. "I will tell you after I feel better."

"Ok." He nodded and continued driving. If you're confused. Misha and I are staying at a hotel. This and next week ante the last weeks of school.

"Can I play music?"

"Go ahead."

I smiled as I picked up his phone and played some Billie Ellish. I played Party Favors and let's say he didn't like it.

Hey, leave a message
Hey - call me back when you get this
Or when you've got a minute
We really need to talk
Wait - you know what
Maybe just forget it
'Cause by the time you get this
Your number might be blocked
"Stay" and "bla bla bla"
You just want what you can't have
No way
I'll call the cops
If you don't stop, I'll call your dad
And I hate to do this to you on your birthday
Happy birthday by the way
"It's not you, it's me" and all that other bullshit
You know that's bullshit
Don'tcha', babe?
I'm not your party favor
Look - now I know, we could've done it better
But we can't change the weather
When the weather's come and gone
Books don't make sense if you read 'em backwards
You'll single out the wrong words
Like you mishear all my songs
You hear "stay" and "bla bla bla"
You just want what you can't have
No way
I'll call the cops
If you don't stop, I'll call your dad
And I hate to do this to you on your birthday
Happy birthday by the way
"It's not you, it's me" and all that other bullshit
You know that's bullshit
Don'tcha', babe?
I'm not your party favorHey, leave a message
Hey - call me back when you get this
Or when you've got a minute
We really need to talk
Wait - you know what
Maybe just forget it
'Cause by the time you get this
Your number might be blocked
"Stay" and "bla bla bla"
You just want what you can't have
No way
I'll call the cops
If you don't stop, I'll call your dad
And I hate to do this to you on your birthday
Happy birthday by the way
"It's not you, it's me" and all that other bullshit
You know that's bullshit
Don'tcha', babe?
I'm not your party favor
Look - now I know, we could've done it better
But we can't change the weather
When the weather's come and gone
Books don't make sense if you read 'em backwards
You'll single out the wrong words
Like you mishear all my songs
You hear "stay" and "bla bla bla"
You just want what you can't have
No way
I'll call the cops
If you don't stop, I'll call your dad
And I hate to do this to you on your birthday
Happy birthday by the way
"It's not you, it's me" and all that other bullshit
You know that's bullshit
Don'tcha', babe?
I'm not your party favor

"Hey! No bad words!"

"Oops." I smiled. "Wait for this song."

"Oh, boy."

I played, 'Wish You Were Gay' by Billie Eilish.

Baby, I don't feel so good
Six words you never understood
I'll never let you go
Five words you'll never say (aw)
I laugh alone like nothing's wrong
Four days has never felt so long
If three's a crowd and two was us
One slipped away

I just wanna make you feel okay
But all you do is look the other way, mm
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay
I just kinda wish you were gay

Is there a reason we're not through?
Is there a 12 step just for you?
Our conversation's all in blue
11 'Heys' (Hey, hey, hey, hey)
Ten fingers tearing out my hair
Nine times you never made it there
I ate alone at 7, you were six minutes away (yay)

How am I supposed to make you feel okay
When all you do is walk the other way?
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay
I just kinda wish you were gay

To spare my pride
To give your lack of interest an explanation
Don't say I'm not your type
Just say that I'm not your preferred sexual orientation
I'm so selfish
But you make me feel helpless, yeah
And I can't stand another day
Stand another day

I just wanna make you feel okay
But all you do is look the other way
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay
I just kinda wish you were gay
I just kinda wish you were gay
I just kinda wish you were gay

I sang the lyrics swiftly. "you are pretty good."

I blushed as he smiled.

We finally reached the hotel. Percy was still at school which sucked butt. "He, Sam?"

I turned my head to look at Misha. "Yeah?"

"Well, when I was coming to lick you up I may or may have not signed us up for the talent show."

I sighed. "For what?"

"Dancing and lip syncing to Carl Poppa."

"oh dear gods."

"Gods?"

"Percy Jackson reference."

"Oh. are you mad?"

"No, the talent show is in three weeks. we better start practicing."

Haha, I am not going to put the practice because I am evil and you have to wait till next chapter! (Sorry)

I sat down breathing heavily. Misha grabbed two waters and threw one to me. I caught it and chugged it. I wiped the bead of sweat of my forehead. we just made an entire dance in the span of an hour.

I then got a text.

Seaweed Brain- Hey, you guys forgot to pick me up from school.

Me- Sorry omw!

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