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//11 - "Will he not want me now?"//

[JIMIN]

     I breathe heavily as I lean back away from the toilet, wiping a little bit of sweat from my forehead as I flush. This is fucking bullshit. So far this is the third time this morning that I've thrown up and god, it's not fun.

Surprisingly, me and Tae have gotten really close since day 2. And lately, we've been at it like fucking rabbits and let me tell you, he does not disappoint. However, I haven't been feeling the greatest recently, always nauseous and everything just seems to irritate me. I have a feeling I know what it is, but for some reason, I don't want to believe or think about it. It's most likely just a stomach flu or something and besides, that's impossible, right?

     "Baby, are you ok?" Taehyung asks, kneeling next to me with his large hands cupping my face. He's been really worried about me too and he's always asking me if I need anything. He barely leaves my side unless I get upsetti spaghetti and tell him to fuck off. I know he cares though and wants to make sure that I'm doing ok.

     "Yea," I say. "Can you run me a bath, please?"

     He nods and turns on the water before taking my dirty pajamas off. I pout as I notice that I got a little bit of vomit on my lace nightie. That's another thing too. Lately, I've been wanting to wear feminine clothes and nothing else. I remember the first time I told Taehyung that I only wanted to wear panties and nighties, it totally caught him by surprise. He doesn't mind though now and of course neither do I whenever I wear them. I feel more comfortable for some reason.

     He sheds his own clothes off too and gets in with me after turning the water off. He cups his hand to get some water and he lets it run down my exposed shoulders while I play with the bubbles. His fingers gently run up and down my arm and his breath tickles my neck.

     "Baby, I think we should go to the doctor today and get you checked up."

     My body tenses up and I can tell he feels it too. "Even if it's just to get medicine. But I know you know that it's best to go too. I'm worried about you."

     I sigh and lean back into his chest. His arms wrap around my waist and he peppers soft kisses down my jaw and shoulder.

     "I know. But I'm scared though. What if someone recognizes me and takes me away from you?" Sure that's not the main reason why I don't want to go to the doctor, it doesn't even make sense, but I'm not necessarily lying either. There is always that small chance, but I somehow doubt it. My parents didn't really notice whenever I'd leave the house back then anyway. They probably think I just ran away and are most likely living just fine without me.

     "Don't worry. We'll just say we're together and that's it. That doesn't sound so suspicious, now does it?"

     I shake my head. "I guess not."

     I turn my body over and I straddle his lap, my arms snaking around his neck. I stare at his face and I run my fingertip down his jaw and across his lips.

     "I love you."
     He smiles. "I love you too sweetheart."

     I kiss him first and press my body against his, the slight friction between our lower halves making us moan softly. His hands slide down the small of my back and they land on my ass. He starts to knead them and I groan at his touch. Our tongues caress each other's and we taste one another, basking in the pleasure. He pulls away first and begins to kiss and nibble my sweet spot.