BL One Shots & Imagines

Peter Pan

I'm finally done at the university, finally graduating after four years at the Sport Science department. Oh and I'm starting my job as a personal trainer at a large company already next week. Which naturally means that I have to move out of my dorm room and into the apartment that's waiting for me.

Right now I'm only about halfway done with packing. Which also means I have to go to the store to get some more boxes. I get on my feet and brush the dust off my pants, my eyes land on a shoebox I've shoved under the bed at some point. I decide to put it on top of the covers so I can look at it when I get back from the store.

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On my way back to the dorms I have to walk through the university campus so I decide to go to the pool area to let my thoughts wander for a bit, I sit down on one of the blocks (the starting platform thingie?) and look out on the water.
I find the pool so relaxing and it feels just like yesterday I was up on those stands watching P'Waii and the other guys swim down here.

All the memories come back to me and I smile, my time at this university might be over but, those memories will always stay with me. This is the place I truly felt happy, the place I felt heartbreak but most of all the place I've experienced love.

I miss you, P'Kluay.

I går back to the dorms and put the new boxes (they're folded btw) by the wall opposite my bed. Shit I forgot to buy food while I was out. I go back out again and down to the nearest food stall, I order myself an order of Pad Thai and then I head back up again. As I walk back up I see a couple acting all sweet, I look away through as it makes me miss my P' even more.

When I get back to my room I lock the door and sit down by my desk to eat. After I finish eating I move over to my bed and turn to the box. I sit with it in front of me for a while before I open it. Inside is a book, it's covered in a blue and white colored fabric, a smile creep onto my face and I pick it up. A few pictures fall out of it and lands in my lap. I pick up one of them and look at it.

It's a picture of me and P'Kluay, we're smiling and laughing, it's our memories, I caress the picture. It's one of my most precious possessions. As I read through the book all of the memories and thoughts flash back to me. I'm a little sad I can't just turn the clock back to that time, the time P'Kluay always was by my side.

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It all seems so far away, almost as if he's my own Peter Pan, trapped in a Neverland made up of our memories. I know that if he was here now I'd run to him, I would want to be in his arms and I would love him with all my heart.

I remember that time when those asshole seniors were bullying me, when he didn't even care if they would beat him up, he punched them in hopes of them leaving me alone. I remember the first time we kissed, how my heart skipped a beat and I was unable to sleep for the rest of the night. It all makes me feel so stupid for not admitting to my feelings sooner.

My face is starting to heat up and I know a blush is falling onto my face. However I don't mind because just by thinking about P'Kluay I get a feeling of walking on clouds, I want him to smile like he used to, softly and with his eyes. P'Kluay opened my heart and that was exactly what I needed because I wouldn't have been able to find love if he didn't. It all feels like a God damn fairytale. I still get just as nervous whenever I see him, even if I only see him from a far or in my thoughts and dreams.

I close the book, not even wanting to read the last couple of pages. The pages written when he left, wfhen he moved away from the dormitories. I dry my tears, tears I didn't even realize had fallen. I'm pretty tired and decide to go to sleep. So I undress, go to the bathroom to shower then I slide under the covers.

The next morning I finish packing. I get done some time around noon and start driving my stuff to my new home. As I walk in woth my last box I see someone standing in the doorway, he's looking at me, although the look is kind of distant I can see so much love in the eyes staring back at me. I smile knowing exactly what's going to happen later.

"P', I'm finally home."

The man in front of me walks closer, I can now feel his soft minty breath hit my face.

"Finally" he says and pull me into his chest before kissing me passionately. I smile into the kiss, because I'm finally where I belong.

With my P'Kluay...

A/N

Here's the picture that Achi finds in the diary btw

Oh and sorry this is a little shorter than I usually write