BL One Shots & Imagines

Broken Hearts

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*Beam's POV*

It's around 11PM Saturday  night and I've just finished my night routine when there's a knock on my door. I look at the clock once more before I walk to the door wondering who would come knocking on my door this late.

As I open the door I see Forth stand in front of me. Why is he here so late? His dorm is literally two buildings down from mine. Why didn't he go home?

Although I'm not complaining as I haven't seen him since yesterday morning... And I was out running errands with my childhood best friend who also happens to be my cousin all day today.

As I look at the handsome man in front of me the smell of alcohol hits my face. Is he drunk?

Did something happen to him?

"Forth...is everything alright?"

"I.. Beam.. are you cheating on me?"

"What!?! No, of course I'm not.... look Forth, I've been very busy studying lately and running around doing errands all day, and then you show up drunk at my door to accuse me of cheating on you?"

I didn't get any response, because before Forth even had a chance to answer he fell forward into my embrace blacked out.

I take him with me inside and lay him down on my bed, I lay down next to him and try to sleep. I have to get up early and meet Pha and Kit for a last reviewing of the material before the test Monday morning. And since it's the grumpy Professor, I bet she'll fail me if I can't get over 95% on it.

I lay awake, staring at the ceiling, wondering what I've done for Forth to think I've cheated on him. Sure, if it had been the past me, the playboy, the casanova who only had short relationships and one night stands, then maybe,  but I love Forth. Honestly I don't know where I would be without him.

After turning and seeing the numbers 3:33 am staring back at me I rolled over once more and dozed off. I get up at 7, get ready and leave a glass of water,  a couple of painkillers and a note for Forth on the nightstand next to the bed.

The note told him where I would be and said I'd be back around 5 PM to have dinner with him so we could talk. Around noon I get a text message from Forth saying he'll be waiting at my dorm because he doesn't have any classes today.

4 o'clock strikes and I begin to pack my things down, I'm strangely feeling a bit weird. I think Pha and Kit has noticed because before I get the chance to leave they ask what's wrong with me today.

"I think Forth might be breaking up with me, he's probably sick of me already."

Pha looks furious, I don't exactly know why, but I think he mad Forth promise not to hurt me. I know he was opposed of our relationship until he saw how happy Forth makes me. He balls his hands in fists asking what happened,

"...I don't know what happened, he came knocking on my door last night. I only know he had been drinking, I could smell the booze on his breath. Pha I'm scared, what am I going to do? What if he breaks up whit me without explaining what I've done for him to make that decision."

I break down crying with my books scattered around me. I can't hold my tears back anymore, what if he really leaves me.

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When I come back to my dorm room, the clock is ten minutes past five. Forth is sitting on the edge of my bed with his head in his hands.

He lifts his face as he hears me come into the room. I sit down on the floor, thinking Forth don't want me next to him anymore at that this is it.

"Why-" my voice cracks as I try to speak and I try again.

"Why did you come here drunk last night accusing me of cheating on you... are.. are you sick of me and needed an excuse to break up with me? Have I ever done anything to make you doubt me like this?"

"You don't even know...wow, so you're saying you don't know what you did wrong...walking around holding hands with girls, bringing said girl to a fancy restaurant and lying to me about it..."

"Wait... what...Forth what the actual fuck are you talking about..."

"I saw you Beam... Walking hand in hand with some chick... you told me you were going to study and run some errands, and which part of that is having a fucking date with someone else behind my back?"

"You blithering idiot...Yeah I spent a huge part of yesterday studying, and in the afternoon I went to run some errands with my fucking cousin but yeah take everything the way you want to, because if you really think that low of me then maybe we should break up. Oh and here."

I place the small box in his hand before I continued.

"Happy fucking anniversary... not that it matters anymore...I wanted to surprise you but I guess that won't be necessary...now leave please-" I was at the verge of crying.

"Beam...I...I'm sorry, you're right, I shouldn't have jumped to conclusions...it's just that I love you so incredibly much and I was afraid that you didn't love me anymore..."

"You're an idiot Forth...do you really think I'd cheat... I asked my cousin to help me find the best present for our anniversary, she also happened to want to watch a movie so we went to the cinema. I haven't seen her in forever and wanted to catch up a bit more and went to eat. Were very close to each other. She's my best friend, even better than Pha and Kit."

"I'm sorry Beam...Can you forgive me?"

"I'll let it go this time, but if you ever do that again I will chop off your dick and make you choke on it afterwards."

"I love you Beam."

"I love you too Forth."

I watched as he opened the box containing the special bracelet I got customized for him. The bracelet have 3 charms hanging off it, one is the letter 'F' another is the letter 'B' and the last is a stethoscope with the circle (I don't know what they're called) switched out with a gear.

As he holds it up I can see tears welling up in his eyes, he smiles and pulls me off the floor and into his arms.

Forth pulls me close and kisses me, it's rough, but I like it. I hold onto him and refuse to let go when he starts pulling back. When we eventually do pull apart I smile and snuggle close to my handsome Engineering boyfriend.

A/N - Okii so it's almost 4 am and I'm up writing because I really wanted to post something for you guys.
I hope you like it and I'll try to update a few more before Monday when I start classes again.