BL One Shots & Imagines

My Secret Love

(A/N- there might be some parts that isn't suitable for younger audiences so if you're of a younger age *below 17* you might want to skip this story.)

"Dude... why do you hate gays so much...?"

Because I'm one of them...

"Eeehh, I just don't like them...It's just not right..."

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I just got a message from the landlord, apparently I'm getting a new roommate today. The last one left, we didn't get along well and his parents made him move.

I'm currently in a bar, drinking with some of my friends and soccer teammates. Ai'No and Ai'Champ try to take the alcohol away when I start getting dizzy and feel nauseous. Okay, maybe it's time to stop.

Champ takes me back home, he live 3 doors down from me so it's easier for him to do it rather than Ai'No. As we come to my dorm I'm feeling a bit better, I  stumble inside with some help from Ai'Champ.

When I come into the bedroom I see a man standing there, he's muscular, his smile is amazing and he's quite tall. Our eyes meet for a split second before I black out on top of my sheets.

The next morning comes by and I wake up with an awful headache, as I sit up in my bed I can see a man sitting on the bed next to the window, he's reading something. As he notice I'm awake he points to the nightstand and tell me he got me a painkiller and a glass of water. I take the medicine and close my eyes for a moment while rubbing my temples.

"Thanks... uhm.."

"Tharn, my name is Tharn." He say with a smile

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Fast forward 3 months

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"Type...Ai'Type...wait..."

"I'm sorry Ai'Tharn...I need to go I can't do this anymore..."

"Do what...be my friend...is this because I'm gay... is that why you're suddenly running away?"

"No...Yes...kinda, but it's not your fault..."

"Then WHAT..."

"I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU ASSHOLE..."

"Wait..what...how you hate gays... how can you..."

"That's the reason I hate gays... because I'm a damn gay man myself..."

Tharn blocked the door out of our dorm and when I tried to pass him he took a hold of me and lead me into our shared room, my back hits his bed before I can as much as resist his touch. Ai'Tharn is hovering over me with a smirk that could kill me in the blink of a second.

I can feel his rough lips meet mine as he kisses me with force. I try to fight him at first, but I soon realize it's no use, he's stronger than me, and I don't want to resist it anymore.

The truth is he got my heart from the beginning, and  now I've come to the point where I can't even hate him anymore, because I love everything about him...

Tharns kisses trail from my lips to my jawline and when he comes to a point below my ear I moan, he found a weak spot for me. He decided to suck on that spot and I'm in a bliss.

"Tharn...Ahhh..."

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Let's just say that I didn't go to school that day, I skipped my soccer practice for another 3 days and my ass hurt like hell for a couple of days after that day...

I must have blacked out from the pain cause when I woke up after we did it I was alone and Tharn was nowhere to be seen. He had left a note saying he went out and would be back some time during the day. He also promised to bring me painkillers when he got back.

I played there for another 3 hours before I could hear the door open and shut. I  turned and saw Tharn come into the room, his eyes were red rimmed almost as if he had been crying and with a split lip I could tell he had been in a fight.

"Oh my gosh, Tharn are you okay?"

I take a hold of his hand and see the redness on his knuckles, at least he got in a punch or two.

"What happened to you, Tharn please tell me."

He was silent at first, almost hesitant to answer.

"Some guy, said some nasty stuff about you, and I saw red. I didn't want to hear them call you those things..."

My heart swelled at the words he was saying. He stood up for me? He took a beating... for me?

I'm careful, but I pull him down on the bed next to me. He sits down, not directly in front of me, but almost so I lean forward and rest me face against the back of his shoulder. I turn my head a little and press my lips to his shirt.

"Tharn... thank you... for standing up for me and believing in me...thanks for staying even when I was an asshole to you. I'm so sorry for the way I treated you before..."

"Hey, it's okay Type... I slid it because I love you...so... do you want to be my boyfriend?"

I lift my head and place my chin on his shoulder, I then pull his face a little closer and kiss him. He pulls away shortly after though, because it hurt his wound.

"Is that answer enough?"

We smile at each other again and I hold my arms loosely around him as he lean back on me. I had almost forgotten my own pain seeing how he was hurt.