BL One Shots & Imagines

Hidden in Plain Sight

Have you ever been in love with someone, knowing that the person also loves you? Yet because you know how everyone around you would react, you know that the moment you let anyone know how you really feel, everything will be different.

I've fallen in love with my best friend, my coworker, the one person I probably should not have fallen in love with. I can't help how I feel, maybe that's the reason I was so nervous the first time we kissed. Not because it was the first time I kissed a guy, but because I already knew I was in love with him, and that there would never be an "us".

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"P'Tay...P'Tay... wake up..." I can hear Newwies voice by my ear.

"P'Tay... we have a live show in 15... we need to get ready...P'Tay... please we're gonna be late..." I open my eyes and see Newwies face only inches from my own.

I can feel my heartbeat speed up and the sound of it is getting louder in my ears. I back away from him, I don't want him to know. Maybe it's because I don't want to ruin our friendship or maybe it's because I'm afraid of getting rejected, but I just shake it out of my head and go to get ready.

Today our company wants us to have a live stream. We start streaming and after a while we start reading and replying to comments our fans leave in the chatroom. One of the comments catches my attention and I can feel my heart sink a little...

The comment wasn't something that should have made me feel this jealous and mad, but I can't help it. As I see the words 'P'Tay you don't belong with my precious Newwie...give him back to P'Earth'

I don't know why it hit me so hard... but I know that they're right, Newwie is too good for me. I continue to smile and laugh along with Newwie during the rest of the live, but as soon as we finish I excuse myself and go to the nearest restroom.

I lock myself in one of the stalls and sink to the floor in a squatting position. I can hear someone enter the restroom and soon after there's a knock on the door to the stall I'm in.

"P' are you okay? What's going on...you've been acting very strange recently." I can hear Newwie say from the other side of the door.

I sigh and get up from the floor, I open the door and look at him.

"Newwie... you know I love you...right?"

"Yes, P' and I love you. So tell me why are you on the floor crying..."

"Because... I  know that no matter how much I love and cherish you... I can never have you... and there's nothing I want more than to call you mine..."

"Then do it... but," he takes a step closer and I can feel his minty breath against my cheek and ear. "Let's keep it a secret between us..."

I can't help what comes next and pull him into the stall as well... as I close the door Newwie leans his back against it and I look into his eyes, his sparkly dark brown eyes.

"Newwie... is it okay...if I kiss you?"

"P'... you don't have to ask..." he answer and pull on the collar of my shirt. His soft lips meet mine and it feels like I'm in heaven.

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Newwie what did you do to P'Tay...

Taynew has my uwus...ㅠㅠ

P'New belongs with P'Earth...

They're definitely dating, look at the way they exchange looks.

P'Tay... Take care of P'New na

형님들 파이팅 (hyungs fighting)

Look at them...Only missing Frank an then the whole family is together...

  ↪ Frank is busy with his own       
       husband...

오빠들 너무 잘생기셨네요. (Oppa is so handsome)

These are all comments on the new Instagram post we posted together while we were on set for the next episode of some live show.

Most of them are fun to read and all that, but there's so many of them I want to avoid..

Remind me not to enable the comments for my next posts...

I look to my side and let out a long breath, I'm happy looking at how peaceful Newwie is while sleeping next to me.

As his eyes flutter open I lean down and give him a kiss. He smile, but it doesn't take long before he pulls away and gives some excuse about bad morning breath.

I hope we'll be able to hide this, we're used to showing affection in public and most of the time it get brushed off as fan service, but in reality it's been real from my side all along.

There's only a matter of time before they figure us out probably, but honestly it's worth it because I can't show them how much I love him if we have to keep hiding it even if it is for the better... for now at least.