BL One Shots & Imagines

Stay With Me Until The End

Nuer × Porsche

Okay so if you haven't seen Grey Rainbow I actually advise you to do it before reading this because it kind of spoils the plot of it. 😂 Anyway this whole thing is in Porches point of view and I hope you guys like and enjoy this sad little story.

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Even if time is everything we don't have, it's everything I want with you.

"Nuer, I miss you...I need you, please come back to me" I whisper while I sit outside the temple we used to take our daughter. I can see her running around with a bright smile on her face.

I'm crying, why did he have to die? And why of all days on our wedding day?

About 3 weeks have passed and I try to make the best out of this situation. I've lost the love of my life and I'm left alone with the responsibility of our little girl.

I know now that life is too short, but I wanted more time with him.

About 3 days ago I saw him appear to me. I first thought it was a fragment of my imagination because I miss him so much, but I realized when he spoke to me that he was not. I truly believe it was him.

I had been sitting on a bench by the river and looking at our wedding pictures when he had sat down and spoke to me.

Flashback

"Porsche..."

I was sitting there, shocked and thought the sight in front of me was just my imagination.

I mean he probably is a part of my imagination but I was so happy to see the love of my life sitting here in front of me that I just had the ability to smile and let out a cry.

Someone once told me that "it hurts more to leave to person you love than to be with them and face the hardships together,because you need to overcome the hardships to be with your true love" and that was everything that was in my mind at this moment. Yeah I had been hurt when Nuer died and I was still hurt but to see him here in front of me eased the pain a little.

"please stay with me, just stay here with me until the end."

End of flashback

I went to the doctor last week and he told me they found what's called a butterfly tumor in my frontal lope, it's not operable so they say I'm lucky if I have another five years to live. I pla. To make these five years the best years. If I can make it through these years our little daughter will be ten, if I can make it that long then maybe our parents will agree to take care of her.

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I don't think she'll fully understand what's happening, I'm already starting to feel tired. But none the less I try to take her to school every day, help her with her homework and play with her when she gets home.

It's been a few years now, I can still see my Nuer when I'm alone. I smile weakly as I see him appear in our bedroom one night.

"Porsche, it's time..."

"What do you mean, it's time for what?"

"I'm here for you, Porsche."

"Here for me? Wh-what?"

He smile faintly and reach his hand out to me... I'm about to take his hand when I start feeling lightheaded, I fall back on the bed and my eyes closes.

A moment later I'm confused as to why I'm standing next to the bed looking at my own lifeless body. What the hell just happened, am I dead?

"Nuer... What just happened?"

"I think your tumor just ruptured... But it's okay, I'm here with you..."

"but.. Our daughter..."

"ssshhh it's okay... She's in good hands... Let's go, it's time to leave"

And so we left, I don't wanna say into the light but rather to a place well find peace. As time pass well watch our daughter grow up and become a beautiful woman and see how she eventually start to work and take over the elephant farm.

I stand by her one day, and I see her close her eyes and smile. It's almost as if she knows I'm there.

"Dad... Papa... I miss you so much... I hope you'll be proud of me and that we'll see each other again someday."

"We'll always be with you baby girl" I whisper and her smile grows

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A/N sorry this is a little short, but I wanted to write something a little different.

Thank you to the dear Sarux33 for the quote used in the flashback I want to dedicate this chapter to you because you truly made me think about what true love is.