BL One Shots & Imagines

This Promise

A/N- This is a pairing from my book Dear Diary, so no official pairing... and the shot may have triggering content so if you're sensitive to topics like suicide, abuse you might want to skip reading this. Also this happens about 3-4 years before the beginning of Dear Diary because this is while Sing still is in university while in Dear Diary he has been working a while already.

"Sing are you really sure you're okay? Why are you shutting us out?" Park asks as he looks at me, he's frustrated.

I shake my head, I don't feel like talking about this. I know I haven't been all that cheerful and happy as I used to... it's because of what happened, but I'm not ready to talk to anyone about it...yet.

The truth is, about 3 months ago I was assaulted and left all alone in a dark alley... why you ask? Because some assholes in the financial department found out that I'm gay and they attacked me. After that I lost trust in the people around me, I made a promise to myself that I'll never trust anyone again so I shut myself from everyone. I came to the conclusion that if the people surrounding me can't accept me, why should anyone else.

As the rumor spread at school my parents eventually found out as well and threatened to disown me. Park and Tae stayed, but I know I've also distanced myself from them in the process.

I look up at them and sigh, I want to apologize, to explain everything and to let them know that them being here is the best thing I could have asked if anyone. I get up from my seat in the cafeteria and I'm about to leave when I crash into someone,

"I'm sorry" I say, not looking the person in the eyes. Yet I can feel the gaze he sends me, it's a look of horror and then he bows in apology.

I was almost out of words when I finally looked at the freshman in front of me, he's slim, tall and very handsome, he almost look god like. I get pulled back to earth as I hear his dark and husky voice, it's admittedly very sexy.

"It's okay na P', I'm the one who should apologize." I realize he has spilled coffee all over his uniform and answered him,

"Bullshit, what's your name nong? Let me help you get a new shirt, it's my fault you have coffee spilled all over you." I grab his wrist and take him with me to a nearby shop. I pay for a new shirt and hand it to him along with my maroon colored Engineering jacket with the logo on the left front side.

"Here take this, but don't mention my name if anyone ask whose it is. Al least the teachers won't give you a hard time for not having a uniform to class."

"But... what about you P'? Don't you need it yourself?"

"I have a spare workshop jacket in my locker. Besides I live in the dorms closest to the Engineering department, oh and you still didn't answer my question..."

"What was the question?"

"I asked for your name, but if you don't want to tell me you can just tell me your sotus number..."

"Um, my name is August krub, and...my number is 0085."

Hmm he's my direct line junior (meaning they have the same sotus number). I smile a halfhearted smile, pat his back and tell him to hurry back to his classes.

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The next  few weeks pass with me spending more and more time with August, I feel comfortable around this junior. I help him study a few times a week and this particular evening he is coming over to my dorm to review a few topics before the monthly tests.

August arrives after his classes ends around 5pm. He is carrying a bag with a pair of water bottles and some snacks.The bag drops to the floor when he sees me curled up on the floor by my bed. I'm covered in cuts and bruises, and yeah it hurts like a bitch, but frankly the emotional pain is ten times worse.