BL One Shots & Imagines

A Haunted Memory pt.2

It's already been so long since the last time I saw his smile for the last time, heard him laughing at something stupid or just been with him in general. Four years has passed. Four years of misery, hurt and pain.

It's 2 am on a Tuesday night, I'm sitting alone in my room drinking a bottle of scotch and remembering back to the time we spent together. The day at the beach when we finally got the courage to ask each other to become a couple. I wish we could go back to that moment and freeze it in time.

I wish they had killed me instead of you, or that I had died with you because this was a literal hell. I just want you back. I want to hold you in my arms forever and let you know just how much I love you. Because I will always love you and I won't stop until I get revenge on the people who took you away from me.

It took me a while to realize it and I'm so sorry I didn't realize it soon enough, just how much you mean to me. I wish there was a way for me to see you again, and well I can just think of one...

As I'm stuck here alone with my own memories and thoughts I'm thinking of all the things we could have done, the ring I got for you, and most of all I imagine how our life could have been.

I imagine how our wedding would have looked like, me standing at the altar waiting for you to come walking down the aisle, how I'd probably would have ignored our surroundings and just seen us, together, happily. How stunning you would have looked in your suit walking towards me.

I imagine how we would have adopted a child together, possibly also a couple of dogs to keep him or her company. I imagined my life with him but now it's all gone.

I'm left here all alone...

"trust me.. In I will hunt him down and revenge what he took from us."

×××

Today marked the date of his death anniversary. I'm standing by his grave with tears streaming down my face, a bouquet of red and white roses in my hand and a gun in my pocket. I'm ending it all today.

Another year had passed and I was tired, I can't do this anymore. It's already been a while since I found out who did this to us and today was the day it all was going to end.

I place the roses in the vase and walk off into the dark of the cemetery. "I love you In..." I whisper as I take one last look behind me before it all begins.

30 minutes later I'm standing in a warehouse, the same place it all happened five years ago. The place I lost him. It was time to get it all over with.

I heard steps coming up behind me and a voice saying "keep your hands up and get down on your knees" and I knew, I knew my suspension had been right. The person I had suspected was behind the murder of In was the same person I wish I didn't have to meet tonight.

My father came closer and was soon enough standing right in front of me.

"So you finally figured it out, son..."

"how could you dad? How could you do that to your own son?"

"my son? I needed you tj act like a man, you were going to take over my business, keep it going and what did you do? Turn out to be a disappointment, I never raised a coward or a gay man. I raised a leader and you needed to fulfill your destiny... I only helped you get rid of a distraction that came along on the way... You should be thankful for what I did? "

"Thankful? You took away the only person I've ever loved, the one thing that meant the world to me. And you expect me to be thankful??"

"Oh get over it already. You became great once he was gone. Look how much you have achieved these past few years. You became exactly what I raised you to be."

"Oh yeah? Too bad I'm not going to last that long, because today you'll get the after math of your actions dad... And be sure to regret it for the rest of your miserable excuse of a life."

Before he could say anything or even react to what happened I had pulled the gun out of my pocket and shot him in the arm he was holding his own, before I once again loaded the gun and pulled the trigger to my own temple. It was over.

Korn fell to the floor and the sound of the gun was still ringing in the room as his body fell. His father couldn't do more than look at his son bloodied and lifeless in front of him, it was just as if time had stopped. What had he done...

What was going to happen now, who would have thought that this would end like this and he knew, he knew that he had done a terrible thing, he had taken the life of someone who kept his son alive, someone his son loved to the point that he would die for him. Someone he couldn't accept just because he was in denial of who his son had been.

Who would have thought that a simple memory was enough to end it all. A memory of death and misery.